Take 3

The asshole called me this afternoon. I got the message when I came back from the gym. What makes him think that its okay to call me after 4 days? My message said for him to call me back when he got a chance but surely that doesn’t mean almost a week later, it means later that night or maybe the next day. I received news of a death in the family and it sure would have been nice to talk to someone. We even work for the same company and I received not one email. He’s not that busy, who can’t type 2 letters: Hi? I know one of his mentors was in town for the Grammy’s last week, but most people know how to balance their time and for a 28-year old, he has things pretty screwed up. I would never put one friend ahead of the other for the risk of loosing a friend.

I wont move in with him and I definately don’t want to go to visit or move to New York with him. When I try to distance myself from him it really bothers him but I need to, its my defense mechanism against all this Shit. I practically saw this coming a mile away. Oh well, that’ll teach me to go with my guyt.

My period still hasn’t come yet but both Pregnancy test say Negative. I’m wondering if I should go to the doctor or if my cycle is changing. Maybe I should wait until next month.