Surprise!!!

I met the most gorgeous man last week Friday. He’s about 5’11 and maybe 165-170. He has Dark brown hair and a beautiful set of blue eyes.   We shook hands and he just kept looking at me, it made me a tad uncomfortable but I didn’t mind. I felt so fortunate just to get some attention.

I went to see Steffan again yesterday and even though he was on a call he put the call on hold to talk to me. I waited for about 5 minutes for him to finish up his conversation, then he asked me what perfume I was wearing last week because it stayed on his hands. I told him I was wearing Chanel No. 5, he told me that he liked it. Feeling the need to flirt back I said that I would wear it more often.

I told him to call me sometime, since he had my number and he said he would. After a little bit of small talk; asking about the weekend, I found out he lives by the beach and since I absolutely adore the beach I told him that maybe we could meet up.

I am attracted to him, I can’t say that I like him because I don’t know him, but I really am interested in getting to know him. I also really like his accent. I can’t pin down which European country its from.

Just wondering if I should be persistent or if I should allow him to be a man and contact me first. I don’t want to appear to be too desperate but then I’ll never know what could be.

I also talked to the guy I was/am seeing. I’m really disturbed and yesterday when we went to lunch we had a talk about how he is feeling career wise. It was a good conversation. I called him last night but I could have sworn that another female answered his phone. Thinking that perhaps I misdialed I took out my cell phone to verify and I was right, someone else had to answer. I waited about 2 minutes before calling him back. Then he asked me what was on my mind and I told him straight out it was trust.

He wants me to spend the night with him Friday night at his apartment so we can paint first thing in the morning, but I really don’t think it’s a good idea. I’ll let him know that I will come down on Saturday and will leave Saturday evening and if he asks why, I’ll just have to let him know that its not a good idea. I don’t want to have a monopoly on him.