Satisfaction

the first that that i want to do in the new year is to find myself, andto understand myself better. i want to know where im coming from and remember my ways. i want to feel comfortable with myself. because without liking myself and having a little bit of confidence ill never make it anywhere. i know all this stuff can take a lifetime, to find yourself and really understand everything. i dont need to reach all of it or anything really, i just want to take a few steps in the right direction. i have been so confused lately, not knowing what i want, trying to pick a side of me to stay with. i need to cut down and find what i really want. i want to be happy with myself and who i am. im not living for anyone but me. i need to live it right. if i can like myself somewhat and be happy with what i am doin gin my life and how i am living, then i will consider myself successful. i need to live in satisfaction