**BUSY BEE**

OMG!!! my life has been crazy lately!! I’m afraid to say that my entrys will be less with the upcoming weeks!! which sucks but I am honestly soooo damn busy! between my son,work, and now starting to pack up my house (yep Im moving..) 🙁 I just found out litterally the other day that this condo got bought & I need to be packed & out by May fucking 1st..which kinda pissed me off becuz I have my bedroom to pack & go thru, Williams room, both bathrooms & living room..I am moving down into my parents basement suite just until I get on the housing list & they find me a place to live. Ummm I really don’t want to move into my parents place…but I kinda have too becuz I have no other place to go!! becuz I got such short goddamn notice!!!  I was thinking probably by the end of August I’d be moving out..guess not…!!

so yes I will be busy busy busy packing my life up..and putting some of it into storage! CRAZY!! at my parents there are 3 rooms plus a bathroom (w/no tub but there is the tub upstairs I can use for Williams baths..) there is no stove in the suite  so I will use their kitchen…which is a sweet kitchen so I dont mind! lol but the one room is gonna be williams room with his change table,dresser,crib,toys, and all his crap LoL then the one room will be mine it has a hugggge closet space!! which is awesome! & the outter room will be the living room/tv/main area….I will definately definately take pics just so you have a sense of what im talkin about…..its definately gonna be a big change for William,Lilly & myself…since I myself have lived in this condo since I was just 20! 6 years…..now 6 years later moving back into my parents place but hey atleast I will be saving more money…and I *do* have the basement suit! 🙂 so thats alright I guess.

anyway I *finally* met up with this guy the other nite – been chattin with him for the last month or so…hes younger…not gonna even bother to mention his age just becuz I dont want to be judged..!!! but Ill admit hes cute,nice, & sweet 🙂 its kinda weird tho…I met him at the pub, I had a pint of beer & a shot of jag,he doesnt even drink so yeahhh..anyway he had his truck (I like guys with trucks lol) haha..anyway after my few drinks we went to his truck & I brought him back to my place 🙂 he met William becuz William was being a crankyass!!!!!!!!! UgH that was frustrating…so frustrating that I called my mother to see if she could take him (this was like 12am!!) she said Yes she would so I could "relax" LMaO! as soon as I was getting his crap together to take him to my parents…he fell asleep so I left him..Jacob & myself went up to my room to hangout…watch a movie…hehehehe…ok so we had a makeout session.. then we slept together…and by slept I actually mean we went to sleep LoL! he had to get up at 8am becuz he worked at 830am..I had a really restless sleep that nite. I guess becuz I haven’t slept next to a guy since Rich..which was during my pregnancy…but at the sametime it was comforting 🙂 chatted to Jacob yesterday but we didn’t meet again but doesnt mean we wont hes sweet and I think he thinks Im cute..he doesnt mind Willam either…yesterday nite is a blur to me…I was so tired…ohhh watched the Habs game..YEA YEA!

today I am packing shit up…I don’t even know WHERE to start in my house?!?!  so my sis in law is coming over to help me go through stuff…pretty much gonna sort out shit…like whats gonna go into storage, what I am gonna sell or give away, what I NEED when I am at my parents house..UgH the joys of moving and packing! 🙁 BleH I can’t believe it…..I am moving so damn soon.

also my bro is trying to call peeps to watch Canucks Game 3!! GO NUCKS GO! 🙂 lol I was like "Hey Matt..every nite is beer nite!!" becuz for the next week its gonna be game after game…tonite is the canucks and tomorrow nite is the habs! he was like "Yeeep…" lol..

so I will try to write whenever I have time! I hate not writting in here..I loveeeeeeeee writing in here..this diary is  a big part of my life!!!! 🙂

~CLDD~ until next time…..

its 4 pm  and the Canucks game is in an hour! Woohoo..beer time..LoL..so my sis in law came over & we packed my bed room up..holy it musta taken us like 2-3 hours! I went thru all my clothes and put clothes into a garbage bag that I hadnt worn in the last 6 months…..taking that too salvation army..I must have like 4 bags full!! UgH! LoL oh well it feels refreshing..! so yeah now my entire bedroom is pretty much bare!! now to conqour the bathrooms, kitchen & Williams room…oh and storage room..UgH! 🙁 so much crap!