I LIVE!!!!

Sorry I’ve been negelcting you guys. I’m having some MAJOR panic attacks because EVERYONE IN MY FREAKING CLASS has the stomach flu.

Ok, not everyone, but like 4 people.

So I’m paranoid.

But the good news is that today I got to see the drug dealing dr.

Zoloft, and Xanax and Ambien OH MY!!!!

The Xanax I’ve had, but now I get Ambien to help me sleep and Zoloft to work on the anxiety. Well…eventually. We’re starting off with the lowest possible dose in human history…and chopping that pill in half.

That’s the good thing about this dr is he wants to go low and slow with the meds and wants me eventually to not be on them.

But for now I’m amused with my concoction of uppers, downers, and all things in between. Just give me a vodka martini and call me Karen Walker.

🙂

I start the Ambien tonight. I have never been more excited to go to sleep than I am right now. Everyone keep your fingers crossed!!!!