Lets eat rain ;-)

 Wow been forever since I updated it seems like, anyways, nothing really to say, my life as I know it is pretty mundane but I like it. I’m too old to party every weekend and when I do go out, I don’t like to stay out all night anymore. Like last night, I went out to dinner at my fav wing place, Dick’s Wings in a town I grew up in just about 30 min south of where I live now. Actually driving through town I felt very nostalgic all of a sudden, remembering my childhood as I drove through familiar streets, noticing stores that I once walked past or even shopped in are now borded up or changed. Where a corner gas station is now a vacant lot, it’s where I used to take my bike to get air in the tires, and once I was old enough to drive, get gas, at what was probably .20 cents a litre lol,, anyways it was nice to drive down memory lane once again,

I went to a party last night and there was a guy there who was trying to get with me, he was much younger too, 27, wow, that’s just way too young, not that I was looking or interested, just way too young.  I told him I had a bf and he asked why would any guy leave me alone at a party. I just laughed and told him he lives in Alberta, which maybe I shouldn’t have because he figured I was alone. I assured him I was never alone, I mean the guy was cute and funny but I just wasn’t interested, he was a baby lol

I started texting Mike cuz I was feeling lonely and his texts made me laugh, I was feeling tired, so I left and when I got home, I immediately went to bed, I then called Mike and we talked for a couple of hours til my phone died. We are going to meet up in a northern town of Ontario, near the Manitoba border the second week of august, he will be in winnipeg visiting relatives that week, I’ll drive up I think, it’s a 16 hour drive but we will stay there for a few days together, our first vacation away together, awww

I still don’t know what we are together, it seems the more we try to end things and break up, the stronger we become and I’m trying not to over analyze our relationship, just be happy and go with the flow.  To be honest, I can really see myself with him forever, being married and having a life together, but we need to be in one place together before any of that can happen.

So I have 3 weeks off, then when I go back, its tues to sat, 8-4 and sat 9-5, I think I can deal with that shift, it’s still early enough to go to the beach when I get off work, so it doesn’t feel like my summer only consists of 2 days a week like my old shift 11-7pm, thats like the whole day.

The mini mooses are doing really well, they are getting so big, their eyes are open and they are wobbling around. A couple of them have the same markings as Nik but they are grey whereas Nick is black and brown and white.

It’s raining out right now, we really needed rain, my backyard was dead, and we had a fire ban in effect, so that sucked, no bonfires, hopefully it will rain all week and it will be lifted.

I posted a really weird pic of me in fb from last night, for some reason it looks like I have some fat on my waist, like a muffin top lol and I look like 6 feet tall, it’s a weird pic cuz I really don’t have any fat on me and I’m only 5’6, Mike saw it and now calls me fat and that I’m obsessed with food and look hungry, I just text him saying it’s finally raining out and he said ‘too bad you can’t eat it eh’?,, I replied saying ‘yea too bad I can’t eat rain you doof’.. anyways, he is just kidding about all that, he says I would still be hot if I was 150lbs and would still be an 11, lol I told him not to worry, I would never allow myself to get to 150lbs, don’t know how I would anyways since I don’t like food all that much, I mean I like food, I just don’t eat alot at once, my insides don’t agree with big meals, if I overeat, it goes right through me and I’m spending hours on the toilet, so it’s little bits several times a day, and not too much fatty foods as that kills me too.

It’s pouring out right now, I just love a summer storm, anyways, I’m heading to bed with my window open so I can lay in bed listening to it and think about how much better my life would be if Mike were in it all the time.

Nite all..