Brother & BB Yaya

*sgh* his situation seemed to be worsen….

Final warning from principal that he will kick out of school if he continue to skip classes…

Made his own ATM card for his bank account that my mum is managing, spent all the $200+ in a week…

Lies and inflate prices abt school items..

I had been talking to him so long, he dun seemed to have any sign of regrets, always screaming at parent or at each other.. I doubt they really talk what each other wants or wants to convey.

He made me have a sleepless night yesterday.. I keep pondering what to do with him… seemed like it is left to me to discipline him when I go back to singapore in November. *sigh* Due to the sleepless night, i had bad headache and tummy cramps, Yaya was so angry with me for thinking so much.

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Yaya is back from USA, i am not alone anymore. For bb sake, i had been managing my meals well.. seemed like my appetite is coming back and I get more hungry easily.

I am now on my 17th week, which is like 4 mths already.

Some mummies can feel bb movement already.. i wonder when I can feel mine.. My tummy is getting slightly bigger but without movement, i don’t feel safe… seeing people losing their bb at mid-pregnancy seemed so common nowadays.. i tried my very best to be less paranoid.

Havent know bb gender yet, perhaps i can ask the gynae again during my next checkup on next thursday. Yaya had prefered a ger ger… for me both are fine.. i can dress up my ger ger or a boy boy can keep Yaya company in the Ying Sheng Yang Suai family back in singapore lol.