Stressed out.
Ugh, stressing majorly! I probs. won’t sleep tonight. This stats paper is killing me. Why the eff do we have to write every step out in words? It’s freaking math … let us do the calculations … and be done with it! If it was just the calculations, I would’ve been done yesterday night. Instead it is another day gone and I’m nowhere near done. I’m getting to the point where I’m panicking because it is due pronto … like my cheeks are burning up … and I want to cry … which makes sense … crying is a stress reliever. I have an exam on Wednesday, so I HAVE to finish pronto. Otherwise I can’t study for the exam … and it’s all essay questions … so you have to know everything well! 🙁 Stressss. On top of that, my mum is freaking out about my brother again. Like holy shit … he’s 24 … get over him! She can’t judge his every move. He’s in med school for eff’s sake! What more do you want of him? He’s visiting his GF and is gone for 3 school days. And my mum is having a melodramatic cow .. and it’s like … who the eff cares if he misses school? If that’s an irresponsible choice, IT’S HIS TO MAKE!!!!. Anyways I can bet you they’ll have some huge ass argument when he returns, cause she won’t be able to keep her opinions to herself, it’ll end with her telling him she regrets having him (yeah … she’s psycho) … etc, etc. Pretty much the same crap that has been happening since he was in high school. Eff this. They need to sort their shit our and leave me out of it.