It’s been a long semester.

K I disappeared for the entire fall semester! @_@

So I finished exams last Friday and I have 2 more weeks 🙂

So Christmas is right around the corner and I’m excited!

But I’m going to say MILDLY excited because something

Horrible in my family always happens between my mum

And brother and I’m left trying to put a family back together …

So yeah – we’ll see how it goes this year and hope for better.

 

Wait did I even post on my birthday? Well I’m 21 now and I’ll

Celebrate it at the end of December after Christmas  … can

You tell I do everything late? Better late than never? * Sigh *

Uhm so I feel like a child still and it’s so weird … Everyone

Used to think I was older than I was … and now it’s flipped

And people think I’m a high schooler … and it’s like FML.

I blame my short height and sweet disposition … innocent.

Well maybe when I’m 30 or 40 that’ll work to my advantage

And people won’t believe I’m as old as I am and it’ll be a

Compliment instead of a slightly back-handed one! Lol.

 

What’s new? Uhmmm scored awesome marks again

This semester! So annoyed I was 0.08 % away from another

A +. I have to wait for my GPA to be calculate after the break.

School was horrible this semester and October was by far

The world month I’ve ever dealt with at University. Literally

Between the end of September and the end of exams now,

I’ve had only one week where I didn’t have at least 3 things

To do for classes whether it was exam, test. essay, assignment,

Presentation … it was just a whirlwind and it fucked up my

Stomach … literally every day I had issues eating because

I was so stressed and tired and my stomach was in a vice.

But I dropped 7 pounds in September (before the chaos)

So I easily maintained that throughout the semester which

Is good. Sooo I started working out every day again now that

I have a chance to catch my breath and my stomach doesn’t hurt.

 

Plans for the break? Tomorrow is my friend’s birthday, then later

In the week after Christmas 2 more parties/nights out, then my

Birthday party, and then new years I guess, and more shopping

In between! Then I have what … one week left? And I have to get

Back to prepping for school. So reading my bio text and doing

My Spanish notes … I have to buy all my books for next semester …

Basically I have to waste my last week of holiday with boring shiz 🙁

 

I finished my second volunteer position. But I’m still volunteering

At the other hospital. Oh and I have a new volunteer position with

the University (thank god I can add that to school activities because

All my activities are outside the uni in the rest of the city). So that’s

With an organization by my uni’s med school students (even better).

So I get to tutor and be a mentor which is always rewarding! Oh shit.

I said I could tutor French … CRAP I HAVE TO LEARN FRENCH THIS

BREAK!!!!! Well I saved all my high school notes and I have all the

Grammer and vocab notes … all of my tests, essays, and presentations.

And despite doing university level spanish my french accent still kicks

Ass in comparison to my sucky spanish accent … I can’t roll my R’s! >_<

Plus I still listen to French music so it should come back to me sorta.

I hope if I have to tutor a language … then it’s in Spanish … buttttt

I had the highest french mark in my high school so hopefully it hasn’t

All gone to shiz for the past like 4 years since I took it! Great … so I

Guess I’ll literally be doing school work for the last week of break.

 

Oh awkward story. Sooo whenever it’s raining I have this big

Umbrella and random strangers target me and like will just come

Under my umbrella and it’s like …. wtf are you doing? It seems

Selfish but it’s awk sharing a small space with a stranger who

Doesn’t even ask … then you feel like a total bitch when you think

That you DON’T want to share your umbrella … right cause then

The person is stuck in the rain more/less still walking beside you.

So I was walking downtown and it was raining and this young

Man was like walking right at my pace … and I KNEW he wanted

To speak to me … like he was trying to make eye contact … and

I was trying to ignore him … so he finally just hops under my

Umbrella and tried speaking to me … and it’s like … get away!!!

But I felt bad cause I could tell right away that he was a homeless

Youth who was walking down to the shelter to get some lunch …

So obviously I was like GOD WILL HATE ME IF I DON’T LET HIM

SHARE MY UMBRELLA … even though he was really creepy.

Of course I’m not religious but I still felt like a bitch for thinking

That I didn’t want him under there with me talking to me. I mean

It would be okay if he didn’t ACT creepy … like I’ve had some

Nice strangers share my umbrella and we just like joke with

Each other … it’s just the creepy people I don’t want to share with.

So anyway I guess I said I’d be going into a store (which I was)

So I couldn’t keep walking with him so he jumped out from under

The umbrella and was like ‘I don’t want to be invasive or anything …’

And it was like … well there it is … I feel like a bitch … good job, me.

To be fair though … I was going to go into a store … I mean  I was

Christmas shopping … but then I felt even worse being privileged.

*Sigh*. And he ran off too soon so I couldn’t wish him a happy christmas 🙁

 

Thinking of it … I have lots of random umbrella sharing stories. And

Thinking upon it more … I have way to many stores of strangers just

Approaching me … I must look really approachable … it always happens.

It doesn’t matter who I’m with … the strangers always come to me. And

I keep thinking it’s my sweet disposition cause I look at like other 20 year

Olds and they look really grumpy most of the time walking down the street.

And I don’t. Haha, maybe  I should put up a barrier face like they do …

 

Hey so I was watching Black Christmas and realized that’s my university

And my college they were shooting in! (in the 70s original!) In fact the

Piana recital room was where I wrote all my exams this December. And

It honest;y hasn’t changed a bit … except the floor doesn’t look as nice

And new … all those dances and recitals in there did a number on it.

They have this scene where one of the actors is smashing the piano

In Seeley Hall and I thought omg if the college was a person, Trinity

Would be crying … I realize it wasn’t Trinity’s piano but still … too much

Violence for such a prim and proper college 😛

 

K well I haven’t rambled in a while soooo that’s it for now. I’ll

Writ

e when I actually go out and do stuff and have things to write about XD.