Good week :)
I love uni being over. I have my social life back!
So what have I been up to? Uhm I met up with
My girl friends at A’s house on Tuesday and it
Was nice to see them after the semester! And
Yesterday I went for my volunteer training on
My floor … the other volunteers were sweet
Hearts and it was exciting (in a nerdy way)
To see all the doctors and their resident
Doctor flock around the unit (d’awwwww).
Made me want to be part of the flock 😉 !!
Then I satisfied myself and went shopping.
I picked up these oh so cute bralettes …
I thought bralettes were only for girls with
Nothing going on up top (no offense ^_^)
But they had it in my size and they felt
Amazing/Comfortable. I grabbed the
Largest size (duh) and I think because
My chest is a bit larger that it actually
Offers support since bralettes are
Notorious for offering no support
(Hence why I thought they were for like
A cups). And they were on sale, score!
And then I bought some sheer blouses …
Oh and I bought these really nice
Black skinny jeans that are high-er
Waisted so they give me this fantastic
Shape (perfect for sheer blouses …
No one wants stomach sticking out lol)
I wanted to get these beautiful royal
Blue harem pants but while I was in
The change room trying on the too small
Ones … by the time I came out the store
Was packed and all sizes were gone! 🙁
So I think I’ll try again, maybe tomorrow.
Anddd I just saw these gorgeous platforms
That I saw on the models but I couldn’t
Find in any stores for a reasonable price.
You know … they’re the peep toe platforms
With a strap going around the ankle …
Sexy yet cute … well I found them finally
And reviews said they were comfy …
So I think I might pick up a pair. Can
I just say I have a steller collection
Of high heeled pumps/platforms and
Yet I don’t really wear them … haha
Sometimes I feel bad and when I have
The house to myself I walk around in
Them just to make use of them lol.
Oh and then I went to the art gallery
With two of my friends … one friends
From elementary school and her bff
From high school … my childhood
Friend was the same as always …
But E was so DIFFERENT. It was
Actually shocking when I saw her.
It’s been just under a year … and
I could barely recognize her … she
Looked totally detached (yet she
Was the one who invited me out).
And as soon as she started speaking
In my head, it was like SHE’S TOTALLY
JADED!!! She’s always been sunny.
So it was really uncomfortable being
Around her … she was just so cold.
And her tone of voice didn’t match
What she was saying … at first I was
Like, is she high right now? But a
Little later … it was like … holy shiz,
This is how she IS now. She dropped
Out of uni and I supposed went down
Hill from there. I never thought she’d
Survive at uni (which is not to critisize
Her). She’s always struggled with
Academics … and I thought college
Would be better suited for her. She
Loves animals and I thought … she
Could totally be a vet tech or something
Like that … there’s no shame in it!! So for
Like a year now she’s not done school,
She doesn’t have a job, she doesn’t even
Volunteer … so she has like nothing.
No wonder she’s completely different.
She must feel useless and crappy as hell.
Well … she should just be open minded,
Look at her education options, and truly
Find something that interests her and that
She feels in control of doing. Just being
At home and taken care of will only make
Her feel more useless in future :(. Anyways,
I was like … well if this is her attitude, I don’t
Want to be around her … she’s more than a
Killjoy and she’s not being proactive. It just
Makes me feel uncomfortable, like she
Might attack me or something … awkward :(.
Oh and she ‘lost’ her former best friend
Because her bff’s girlfriend forbid them from
Being together (possessive bitch much?)
And what makes it worse is that that’s her
COUSIN forbidding them from friendship.
What the eff is up with that? Bun that shiz.
K ohhh and from walking around for like 5-6
Hours yesterday … I have pain in the side of
My foot, side of my ankle, and side of my calf.
I’ve never had that before (I need new shoes).
So today I felt like shiz because I couldn’t
Put much weight on my feet at all! But this
Evening was a volunteer recognition ceremony
Which was LOVELY might I add, aw I love
Our volunteer coordinators, they work hard.
Oh … I mean it was awkward sitting with
A bunch of strangers of all ages … my mum’s
A volunteer too so I felt restricting in convo.
Anyways there was this man sitting across
From me … oh lordie … he kept like looking
At me … like trying to catch my eyes … it was
Really uncomfortable … haha maybe my
Sheer blouse wasn’t the best choice … well
It’s semi sheer so it’s not like everything is
Just THERE to look at … And of course I
Was wearing a bra with it but still … I mean
He was good looking … and pretty sure he’s
Italian (loved the accent) … but yeah, I just
Avoided eye contact there … again, maybe
If my mum wasn’t there haha I might of
Actually engaged with him … maybe …
So tomorrow I have volunteering and I’m
Going to get the upstairs floor ready for
Our international students … bleh living
With guys again for like 5 months … I
Hope they’re good looking lol … that
HELPS to balance out the ‘living with
Guys’ cons. Just joking … sort of ^_^.
Once my feet/ankle/calf stop hurting
I WILL begin my attempt at healthy
Living with exercise and a good diet.
Yeah I realize I said that like before.
But technically I just finished exams.
So I’m not way off … just a week. Plus
I had my period and it’s just nicer to
Work out/eat healthily when I’m NOT
On my period. I can’t stop listening to
Rihanna – Where have you been … It
Just makes me want to dance 😀
Uhm tomorrow evening and saturday
Evening I’ll be out with my friends. Oh
And saturday I have to like go down to
Our sailing club (yeah no one sails in
My family lmfao they irony) and go
Help clean up the grounds for opening.
That’ll be nice … I go hardcore … call
That the competitive part of me … I love
Cleaning anyways … and I’m always
Happy when my pile of crud is larger
Than everyone else’s … realizing of
Course that means everyone els
e
Is slacking off … and I’m usually the
Only one putting any effort into it lol.
Whatever, it’s exercise, right?… XD
Oh I think I have to throw out all my
Lip products, I think I’ve developed
An allergy, so I have to clear it up. I
Should’ve done this like months ago.
But I only googled it tonight. Anyways
To bed … I have to be up early to clean 🙂