Good week :)

I love uni being over. I have my social life back!

So what have I been up to? Uhm I met up with

My girl friends at A’s house on Tuesday and it

Was nice to see them after the semester! And

Yesterday I went for my volunteer training on

My floor … the other volunteers were sweet

Hearts and it was exciting (in a nerdy way)

To see all the doctors and their resident

Doctor flock around the unit (d’awwwww).

Made me want to be part of the flock 😉 !!

Then I satisfied myself and went shopping.

I picked up these oh so cute bralettes …

I thought bralettes were only for girls with

Nothing going on up top (no offense ^_^)

But they had it in my size and they felt

Amazing/Comfortable. I grabbed the

Largest size (duh) and I think because

My chest is a bit larger that it actually

Offers support since bralettes are

Notorious for offering no support

(Hence why I thought they were for like

A cups). And they were on sale, score!

And then I bought some sheer blouses …

Oh and I bought these really nice

Black skinny jeans that are high-er

Waisted so they give me this fantastic

Shape (perfect for sheer blouses …

No one wants stomach sticking out lol)

I wanted to get these beautiful royal

Blue harem pants but while I was in

The change room trying on the too small

Ones … by the time I came out the store

Was packed and all sizes were gone! 🙁

So I think I’ll try again, maybe tomorrow.

Anddd I just saw these gorgeous platforms

That I saw on the models but I couldn’t

Find in any stores for a reasonable price.

You know … they’re the peep toe platforms

With a strap going around the ankle …

Sexy yet cute … well I found them finally

And reviews said they were comfy …

So I think I might pick up a pair. Can

I just say I have a steller collection

Of high heeled pumps/platforms and

Yet I don’t really wear them … haha

Sometimes I feel bad and when I have

The house to myself I walk around in

Them just to make use of them lol.

Oh and then I went to the art gallery

With two of my friends … one friends

From elementary school and her bff

From high school … my childhood

Friend was the same as always …

But E was so DIFFERENT. It was

Actually shocking when I saw her.

It’s been just under a year … and

I could barely recognize her … she

Looked totally detached (yet she

Was the one who invited me out).

And as soon as she started speaking

In my head, it was like SHE’S TOTALLY

JADED!!! She’s always been sunny.

So it was really uncomfortable being

Around her … she was just so cold.

And her tone of voice didn’t match

What she was saying … at first I was

Like, is she high right now? But a

Little later … it was like … holy shiz,

This is how she IS now. She dropped

Out of uni and I supposed went down

Hill from there. I never thought she’d

Survive at uni (which is not to critisize

Her). She’s always struggled with

Academics … and I thought college

Would be better suited for her. She

Loves animals and I thought … she

Could totally be a vet tech or something

Like that … there’s no shame in it!! So for

Like a year now she’s not done school,

She doesn’t have a job, she doesn’t even

Volunteer … so she has like nothing.

No wonder she’s completely different.

She must feel useless and crappy as hell.

Well … she should just be open minded,

Look at her education options, and truly

Find something that interests her and that

She feels in control of doing. Just being

At home and taken care of will only make

Her feel more useless in future :(. Anyways,

I was like … well if this is her attitude, I don’t

Want to be around her … she’s more than a

Killjoy and she’s not being proactive. It just

Makes me feel uncomfortable, like she

Might attack me or something … awkward :(.

Oh and she ‘lost’ her former best friend

Because her bff’s girlfriend forbid them from

Being together (possessive bitch much?)

And what makes it worse is that that’s her

COUSIN forbidding them from friendship.

What the eff is up with that? Bun that shiz.

K ohhh and from walking around for like 5-6

Hours yesterday … I have pain in the side of

My foot, side of my ankle, and side of my calf.

I’ve never had that before (I need new shoes).

So today I felt like shiz because I couldn’t

Put much weight on my feet at all! But this

Evening was a volunteer recognition ceremony

Which was LOVELY might I add, aw I love

Our volunteer coordinators, they work hard.

Oh … I mean it was awkward sitting with

A bunch of strangers of all ages … my mum’s

A volunteer too so I felt restricting in convo.

Anyways there was this man sitting across

From me … oh lordie … he kept like looking

At me … like trying to catch my eyes … it was

Really uncomfortable … haha maybe my

Sheer blouse wasn’t the best choice … well

It’s semi sheer so it’s not like everything is

Just THERE to look at … And of course I

Was wearing a bra with it but still … I mean

He was good looking … and pretty sure he’s

Italian (loved the accent) … but yeah, I just

Avoided eye contact there … again, maybe

If my mum wasn’t there haha I might of

Actually engaged with him … maybe …

So tomorrow I have volunteering and I’m

Going to get the upstairs floor ready for

Our international students … bleh living

With guys again for like 5 months … I

Hope they’re good looking lol … that

HELPS to balance out the ‘living with

Guys’ cons. Just joking … sort of ^_^.

Once my feet/ankle/calf stop hurting

I WILL begin my attempt at healthy

Living with exercise and a good diet.

Yeah I realize I said that like before.

But technically I just finished exams.

So I’m not way off … just a week. Plus

I had my period and it’s just nicer to

Work out/eat healthily when I’m NOT

On my period. I can’t stop listening to

Rihanna – Where have you been … It

Just makes me want to dance 😀

Uhm tomorrow evening and saturday

Evening I’ll be out with my friends. Oh

And saturday I have to like go down to

Our sailing club (yeah no one sails in

My family lmfao they irony) and go

Help clean up the grounds for opening.

That’ll be nice … I go hardcore … call

That the competitive part of me … I love

Cleaning anyways … and I’m always

Happy when my pile of crud is larger

Than everyone else’s … realizing of

Course that means everyone els

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Is slacking off … and I’m usually the

Only one putting any effort into it lol.

Whatever, it’s exercise, right?… XD

Oh I think  I have to throw out all my

Lip products, I think I’ve developed

An allergy, so I have to clear it up. I

Should’ve done this like months ago.

But I only googled it tonight. Anyways

To bed … I have to be up early to clean 🙂

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