Freshman 15 :(

As my second year of university is coming to an end this April, I actually stepped on the scale and I’ve gained the Freshman 15! Granted, I gained it over two years instead of all in one … but that is still way unhealthy and I need to lose it before next year! I mean, I knew I was gaining weight … haha I don’t BS myself … but I didn’t know HOW MUCH. And I know WHY I was gaining the weight … again, I don’t BS myself … but I just didn’t nip it in the butt right away. Sooo this torture week will be over by Wednesday evening. Then I have a two week break till my final exam and then school is DONE! So … I have to commit to starting to exercise and eat well after my second-last exam. You know, I gained like 7 pounds my first year but then I lost it between end of term and July. Then in July I was sick all month and I had to take these pills, and you had to eat a lot otherwise you’d be nauseous, but then I got used to eating like that, and just didn’t stop afterward. So actually it’s been mostly this year that’s been terrible weight-wise. Buttt … I already have encouragement … I bought a really nice form-fitting dress … so that’s my motivation to lose the weight … and actually I already bought that Insanity workout. You know … I tried it out and … oh my … what a workout! I love working out … I guess I just lost sense of it this year … Oh. And we’re having students again this summer. That was also part of the reason I started gaining weight. See I don’t cook … so my mum would cook … portion everything … but all the students were guys … and I’d get their same portion … and like I said, that was fine for the medicine, but I didn’t HAVE to continue afterward. So I have to start taking control over my meals or just not eating with the guys. Oh we’re having 3 Brazilians and 1 Mexican (Yum lol). I think they’re 29, 26, 24 and 21 years old … so hopefully the 21 year old is nice! Uhh … not too excited about the older ones, they always creep on me. At least I can honestly say I didn’t gain the Freshman 15 by eating KD every night and binge-drinking. Lol. The food content was right, the portions weren’t! It isn’t the end of the world. And I’m capable of losing it ^_^.