Before the death …

Hmm k now for my second entry.

Decidedly more cheery than the first.

And with good news rather than death :(.

So before I came in at 3 AM, I had met

With two of my friends and their

Roomie’s rommies (double intended).

We went to Bloor and Bathurst and

Went to the Green Room, then to Pauper’s

Pub, then to the Lab, then to Lee’s Palace

For some dancing after our drinking! Oh

So when one of my friend’s left to meet

The girls at the subway, I was left awkwardly

With her boyfriend … we’d never been left

Alone together so it was like …. ahhhhhh.

But I think for a good 20 minutes the convo

Was great … and he actually opened up

To me … he had been majorly depressed

At uni and had tried to kill himself … (side

Bar …I’m talking to our Mexican student

We had last summer on fb … he’s is so darn

Cute … in every way … like puppy-dog cute).

Anyways, so I felt really honoured because

R is really guarded with all of S’s friends and

I had always tolerated then liked him from

The beginning when everyone else didn’t. I

Mean, even S, didn’t tell me he was in such

Distress during university. That would’ve been

A lot for her to handle and I wish I could’ve

Talked with her through it all. Okay back to the

FUN stuff (jzz, it all sounds so sombre!). So

I didn’t drink mum at all … just shared a pitcher

Of Sangria and did some shots. Glad to see

I can still take them like a pro ;). Ugh there were

Some weirdos at the Lab (the music was great,

Alternative so ppl were singing alone) … oh back

To the guys … some came up to us when we were

Drinking and talking at the table … and you know,

Tried all their lame lines … "I can’t believe that you,

Table of beautiful ladies, are sitting here alone"

And blah blah blah. It’s always creepy cause you

Can see them lurking in the background as they,

I don’t know, get up the courage to drunkenly

Stumble over to us XD or girl(s) in general lol.  And

Before we left that bar, we just took a shot each,

And some guy was taking pictures of us. And he

Leaned over and was like, "Hey girls, do you want

To take another shot for me?" and my tiny friend

Was like … lmfao … she gets so aggressive and

Slaps his camara away … and he gets pissed offed …

And she’s just like … I don’t know. She’s hilarious …

He’s like "Do you know what kinda of camara this is?"

As if that’s going to stop her from slapping it away.

And she’s like "I don’t give a fuck. Don’t take pictures of

Us!" and he’s like "I assumed it was okay" and she’s

Like "you ASSUMED?!" K you had to be there XD. It was

A funny argument and of course the guy backed off.

Then at Lees Palace they were playing Altnernative

music as well … and it was all these older songs …

That I hadn’t heard in so long but remembered that

I loved! Oh god … so we were dancing together, and

Again, I see some guy in my peripheral vision … and

He was dancing … and it’s like … oh God, he’s getting

Closer … literally like grinding on me eventually … and

It’s like … you know, instead of being a creeper trying

To sneak in behind me … you could, you know, ASK!

I let him dance for a while, then moved away without

Looking. I don’t even know what his face looked like lol.

Oh and then this like group of guys trying to surround

Us and literally one of them was like "GANG BANG"

And it’s like, NO THANK YOU. Also, either we’re really

Young or really short or really both. Honestly, when we

Were dancing, everyone seemed like giants, so tall!

And it’s like … this people can’t be that old! I mean maybe

20-28 … but even the girls seemed to tower over us. I

Think I need to put on some heels the next time …. I mean

I’m average height for a woman but I felt so tiny in comparison.

Now I know I wrote down the creeper parts of the evening,

But like 99 % of it was really fun and I mean, those creepy

Parts were funNY so it’s not like they were terrible times.

A’s coming home next weekend and we’re all going to

Have a bonfire and drink on the beach like old times! Perfect.

Alsooo S introduced me to her roomie’s rommies as her

Best friend … and it’s like … awww THANK YOU. I mean I’ve

Lost 2/3 of my childhood best friends and I didn’t know if I

Was still considered S’s best friend (Oh this is the good, non

bitch S). In my horoscope it said something about being with

My best friend and over the week I was like … oh God, do I

Even have best friends anymore? 🙁 But when she said that,

It made me feel good :D. I know I can always count on her.

Weirdly enough, I can also count on her boyfriend too …

Well I guess they are just really good people 🙂 And it’s good

To know my 14 year best friendship with her is still intact and

Hasn’t been fucked up like with other S. I mean really, what a

Fucking waste. I would’ve invested in someone else …

No wait, back to more cheerful thoughts, so Metric is putting

On a free concert tomorrow evening. Hopefully A is off work

And can go with me! I don’t know which of my friends like Metric

And will be able to go. Alsooo oh yeah, I went out for a birthday

Dinner with my brother tonight (haha his January birthday). I had

Some delicious spicy as heck curry and drank ridiculous amounts of

Water XD. My brother seems really good considering he ended his

6 year relationship. I am just so relieved to see him free of her and

Ready to individuate (ooo big word there 😉 lol). No but really. He’s

25 … it’s time. Also so I have volunteering in 8 hours. Then I have

To work out twice as long because I missed today. But I’ve been

Eating heathily and working out every day. I mean today my dog

Died sooo … I think that warrants a break. Uhm and then I am

Getting my hair cut! Yes, the beast must be tamed. Just in time

For camps with enough time for it to grow lest it’s a disasterous

Cut. Oh fuck I have to spend more money …. :(. This weekend

Is getting pricy! I also want to have my eyebrows done soon. Time

To tame those … I was sadly not born with the lovely Latina eye

Browns that are thick but very defined. Mine or like the opposite

And that has to end lol. Anyways it’s been like 2.5 hours typing

On here (with my previous entry) and now and on FB. I should

Probably go to bed because my Mexican student is trying to sleep

And my keyboard is not quiet at all. I hope he forgives me ….

Night!