Almost done.

I’m really happy the uni year is ALMOST over. Just one more, easy exam (well relatively) on April 30th. Too bad it had to be at the end of the month like that. I slept in until 12 yesterday and (only) till 10 today. But I’m drained because I missed 3 nights of sleep in a week. I have to start sticking to a good sleep schedule … which I haven’t had in how many years now? But I’ve been run down over the year, and I want to start living more healthily and slim down! Ugh, I miss grade 12 … sure I didn’t sleep so much … but enough to have energy … and power through the day … and through my workouts! Haha mum was like, you should start swimming again! And it’s like … uhm … yeah … try after I lose this weight I gained … then I’ll get back into a swimsuit! I wouldn’t care as much if the lifeguards were old and ugly (lol). But they’re all from my former high school … so I haven’t been comfortable swimming at the rec … plus I’d probs need a new bathing suit. The one I have from swim team was super tight already … god all the girls were packed like sardines into them … to make us as "streamline" as possible … so I can’t imagine I fit into it now … or rather, fit into it PROUDLY any more (lol) … I mean, I’m sure I could fit into it. I have just over 2 months until I start work … and I def. want to have improvements … luckily, my summer work IS active and outside. The workouts will be fine, I just need to work out the food part … I should ask my brother about it … he’s a health obsessed freak (lol). Although … poor bb, he has lost a LOT of weight … he doesn’t need it for Varsity anymore … so he’s so slim now, he’s lost his presence … I wouldn’t tell him that though, he’s really self- conscious (blame that on his childhood bullies). Also … since all those guys will be in my house this summer … I don’t want to feel out of shape around them …. although they always seem to be more self-conscious haha … which I don’t understand – they’re always good looking and really fit guys … def. showing up the local boys who don’t really care about that. So tomorrow … I should weigh and measure myself to see where I’m at. I have to get my blood taken today … my results will be abysmal …. I haven’t taken my iron or zinc supplements this entire school year … again, something I’ll make SURE to do now with school done … and I realize I should never have stopped …. also there’s a medication I haven’t taken in forever … I KNOW I’m terrible like that :/ Unfortunately … the temperature is going to be warm this weekend and it’ll be raining ALL weekend … then it’s going back down to 10 again, ugh.