Hello old friend…

So much has happened in the past few month that I’ve found myself missing my diary and this place.  I don’t know why I stopped writing in here.  I think I was just done.  Felt like I had nothing more to say.  But then I realized this is where I came to pour my heart out and that those of you who have been reading my diary for years probably know me better than even my best friend knows me.  I think in some ways life has been stressful lately but I’m not sure why.  It lead to a panic attack that lead to a  hospital visit in the middle of the night on my birthday.  And I wondered to myself what I was stressed about.  I think I would have had an easier time figuring it out had I been writing in here.  I think that’s what has kept me sane and understanding myself all these years.  I can always come back here and read what I wrote to figure myself out.  That has been really missing from my life.

I had started writing this back in December but then never came back and finished.  Now I can’t remember what I wanted to say.  There was definitely more to this entry.