petty things, these morals are.

and my mind races again. ugh. just crushing me with such a complex force that comes in so many different forms, i can’t identify the root. i feel so alive, yet the lifeblood coursing through my veins isn’t blood at all, just adrenaline and vitrol spewing from clogged arteries. i’m on a diet of sorts, composed of drinking water and diet drinks instead of coke and eating more sensibly, and for the most part days 1-3 have went well. where i used to eat around 3.5-5k calories a day, the past 3…

Day 1- 1470

Day 2- 1500

Day 3- 2750

Average- 1900

And I feel a lot lighter on my feet, too. It’s nice. Not showing any let, but I suppose it’ll take time.

Glad to hear you’re doing good hun. No notes for me? *pout* Note from an

what is it then, that i should worry about? good luck with the diet. its tough.

sometimes speaking is the only thing that eases the mind, and thinking, sometimes it only leads to our demise.

hahaha thank you! you intrigue me, and thank you for that! it’s refreshing. take care lad! 😉

im constantly moving. wether it be walkinig to work 50 million times a day, or moving state to state, city to city everytime i get nervous about the place im in, or i just dont like it anymore. i can’t stagnate, i can’t stay still. but i know what you mean, im just pussy footing around… sigh. maybe someday ill grow wise. take care friend ;P

little mercy.

September 24, 2006

I wish I had self control.

thank you.