she’s crafty

uhhhhhh im soooo tired!!! my poor boyfriend was so sick this morning when we woke up! i feel so bad because i always end up getting him way too drunk. meep >.< anyway whats going on with me….hmmm well im excited this weekend is a three day weekend!! woot woot for that. my baby is on call all weekend so we really shouldnt have went out last night! i wasnt even going to hang out with him cuz i was supposed to watch a movie with my cousins but i got off work early and ended up at the bar my cousin was working at and apparently after drinking for 8 hours i figured i didnt wanna stop and Aaaron was down to come entertain me so i got over there and we ended up having a crazy night! i deserve it tho because i told him we were celebrating my divorce ALL weekend! so we ended up going back to the bar *after some sex in the car* ya we gotta stop doing that so much. but my car is perfect for it haha…i have a volvo xc 90 and the seats in the back lay all the way down so its like a bed back there…might as well use it i say! haha anyway after that we go ambush my cousin and this dillon guy she was with and tried to talk them into going dancing with us but they flaked out!!! but its better cuz she had to work this morning and me and aaron really didnt last long. but before we went dancing we went over to mommy’s house (aaron’s mommy) and hung out with her and her boyfriend for a little bit. they are amazing and i love his mom soooo much! side story – a little bit ago aaron and i had broken up for like a week when i moved out of his house or whatever and when she found out she just kept crying and crying!! and she was pretty much the one that helped us work everything out and get back together! awwww she’s the best – anyway back to what i was saying so we hung out there then went dancing and really we only stayed for the cupid shuffle and decided we were DONE! haha so i accidentally ended up staying the night there and i shouldnt have because his brother who he lives with is such a nut sometimes about me being there since after i moved out. so we kinda got freaked out on by him but its not like we really care he will get over it cuz he always does. life wouldnt be complete without some kind of drama so i guess he is ours!!! so i tried sneaking out before he got up but that failed miserably but he was just grumpy and i know exactly because he cant hide things well. oh well he is josh and we love him no matter what. now im just laying in bed trying to get motivated to go shower because me and aaron are going to dinner and a movie tonight. its gonna be so much fun. i love my baby he’s the best. he has been through so much with me its actually really crazy how everything has worked out!!! i guess i’ll ramble a bit about how we met and our relationship….only cuz im procrastinating showering and being productive. soooooo i met aaron on my 24th birthday. while i was still married. well his brother and my cousin sunshine are friends so she invited them to go out with us. well my exhusband had left me like halfway through the night so i was a bit bummed cuz he was being a dick and just left me at a bar but whatever just add it to the list of reasons we are divorced. anywayyyyyy so him and his brother show up and like right away he just kept hitting on me and trying to get my cousin sunshine to hook us up and she’s like michelle is MARRIED and he’s like i dont care i want her. haha so anyway after that night he decided that he wanted to be friends so we would talk and just hang out as friends and i know he was into me but he tried so hard to just be my friend and he knew i was having a rough time with the husband and he totally filled the role of best friend and was just always there. so then like 3 1/2 months later me and derek had this HUGE fight! well derek started becoming really mean and controlling and got addicted to perscription medication and when he drank he was mean and yelled and finally one weekend he called me to go pick him up and he was being drunk and very mean and threatened me several times and that night i decided i was DONE! so that was a thursday night and so friday i didnt even see him cuz i never came home after work and me and sunshine ended up going out with josh and aaron cuz josh’s birthday was that weekend. well i finally saw derek on that saturday and he was drunk again and fighting again so that night i went to the races with sunshine and aaron. when i got home derek was beyond drunk and told me to just leave so i left and went to aarons and got home at like 3 in the morning. well derek wakes up at 6 in the morning. and tells me im fucking stupid and he’s leaving. well he packs and goes to leave and i just said ok bye. so he left and i just kinda sat numb for a bit and then he calls 2 hours later begging to come home and i wouldnt let him. i never let him come back. we saw each other a few times over the next month but the night he left i made up my mind that i was done with that. so now back to how aaron got in my life. he was my best friend. he let me cry and cry and cry and he held me and helped me get through everything. so we just started seeing each other from then on. it just fit at the time and he was exactly what i needed after being in such a mean hurtful relationship. he is the exact opposite of what i had and i could never thank him enough for everything he’s done for me!!! he is a great man and a great boyfriend! we did move quickly and that made things hard because we did have a few weeks where we were broken up but i got settled back in at my moms and now we’re just dating and everything is going smoothly now. wow this entry got really long and im not sure where i was going with it….meh oh well