i think i could handle marrying you

wow some days that aaron blows my mind! and today was definately one of them. i get a text message from him every morning within the 2 minutes that he’s awake!!!!!! this morning was especially nice because he got up at 5 and at 5:01 there was a text from him. so we layed around texting until 5:30 (and he told me that he misses living with me because he loved waking up and staring at my beauty before he woke me) *awwwww* and then we showered "together" its one thing we do every morning because when we lived together showering together was our thing we ALWAYS did every single day. i dont remember more than 2 days in 3 months where we did not shower together!!!! he just makes it easier to get up and get motivated because i know he’s thinking of me! for some reason his texts today were especially amazing. after our "shower" he we texted while we were getting ready and we didnt stop until 6:30 when we both left for work. then he texted me at about 10:30 just to tell me about his on call hours last week and asked what i thought about all that. then again he texted me when he was on lunch like he always does but he was waayyy earlier than he usually texted so i guess he just must be missing me a lot today!!!! and then again at 3:30 he texted and all his text said was "im just texting to say that i’m thinking about you" then after work i texted him at like 5 and invited him over for dinner tomorrow and he was really excited! so we texted for a while and then finally he’s like why don’t i just come get you and we’ll go for a drive. so he came and picked me up and he was soooo amazing all night and he just kept staring at me and holding my hand and wouldnt let me go!!! then i had to call my baby girl to see how her first day of school went. i cant believe she is in the first grade, she likes her teacher and she is very excited to start school again!!! awww she’s precious! oh and she also starts dance class tomorrow and she was very excited to tell me about that! i absolutely adore her and she will always be mine no matter what. i get so mad at her father and don’t know how tara handles it that he cant even be bothered to take an interest in his daughters life! im SO glad she has me and her mommy! oh ya i guess since im thinking about it i have to write this so i dont forget again but after me and her dad got divorced she was very upset and we went through a lot with her because she didnt understand and she was worried that i wouldnt lover her anymore and it just broke my heart but finally we got her to understand that things with me and her wouldnt change and so then her biggest worry was what she should call me, she used to call me momma michelle but she didnt know if that was ok since technically i wasnt her mom anymore but me and tara just decided we would let her decide what she wanted to call me and then the cutest thing happened one day, i went over and when i pulled up she saw me and she just yelled "Look, my Un-Mommy is here!" i about broke down right there because she had come up with it all on her own even tara said she’d never mentioned thats before. so now she calls me her un-mommy!! i think its the most adorable thing EVER!!!! wow i got sidetracked from my main story but anywayyyy back to my other baby so i was talking to my doodle bug and aaron was just smiling everytime i looked at him and then i got off the phone and he was telling me how proud he was of me that i stayed in her life and she needs me and what i do for her is amazing!!!! i cant believe he is so accepting of my exhusbands daughter in my life still and not only does he just accept it he thinks its amazing!!!!! so then we were just driving around and talking and talking for some reason we had soooo much to say to each other and we were laughing and smiling and time just flew by! and i would have to say the cutest thing he’s ever said to me he just blurted out and it was soooo funny but in his own way it was the most heart stopping thing he could ever say to me! anyway he just randomly looks over at me and goes "i think i could handle marrying you"  i literally was speechless and i just smiled and squeezed his hand and when i was finally able to say something coherant i just said that was the sweetest romantic thing he could have said at that moment!!! haha wow rereading this i kinda think we’re disgusting!!!!!! anyway i gotta get ready for bed and pick out my clothes for tomorrow before aaron calls!!!!!