heeelllloooo

well lets see whats been going on in my little world….ummmmmmm god i am so lame. anyway it is less than 6 months since me and dereks wedding. I AM SO UNBELEIVABLE FRIGGIN’ EXCITED. its going to be the bestest wedding ever…’cuz it’s mine. i really have nothing exciting going on right now though. we got a puppy and a bunny. they are great. and work is going so good. i love it. wow i used to be more exciting. i guess i am still kinda fun. we still go to the strip clubs a lot. it’s always enjoyable. gotta love those lap dances thats for sure. derek has still been working out of town a lot and it sucks still but im used to it. i actually think it’s helped us a lot, considering i moved in with him basically the day after i met him. crazy kids *le sigh* i still miss him like crazy when he is away. ok that really is all i can come up with at the moment. i really do suck at this these day. oh well i guess i’ll just have to try harder. i miss this place!!!!!!