tw one year olds.

 In 23 days I am going to have two one year olds… wow. 

I can’t believe my little girl is almost one. she is walking kinda now. 🙂 

L.J … this name change thing is kind of weird but i know in time it’ll become normal and i know i’ll thank myself later when L.J starts school. 

i don’t have anything interesting to say, except i can’t wait to get my papers so i can legally change our names! 

Then on the 13th to know i am divorced, to have all this abuse, behind me.  

I am watching the show Dads… Its okay, not the best show ever, but a part of it is making me sad, with hearing all these dad jokes… my kids won’t have them. 

they will Grandpa jokes, uncle jokes, but they won’t have Dad jokes. 

I don’t understand how anyone could abandon their children? I understand that drugs consume your mind but seriously.When I was with Tyler he remembers Shaun saying "If I ever have a kid i will never be like my parents"…. and he was.. so sad. 

They are mine that is all that matters. 

Chelsea