Day 1

 Today is Day 1 – No sucky for either child…. Liam cried for an hour before he went down for his nap.. he has been crying for a half hour now… i refuse to turn on the baby monitor until i’m sure he is done crying.. i can still hear through him the walls. (his room in the basement and i’m up stairs) 

This sucks. a part of me just wants to run down stairs and get it, but the other part of me says i hate that stupid thing, and he is slightly addicted to it. Not only that he is starting day care in 2 weeks and i don’t want him to have it when he goes to day care. Thats just too much, what if she looses it, or he puts it some where, and then i’m freaking out, ect ect.. plus he is 19 months, he walks, he kinda talks, there is no need for my little man to have a sucky.. its done. 

Karalena threw hers when we went for a walk i ahve no idea where it is. therefore no sucky for Liam… 

ugh… this sucks. i can hear him crying. 

I shaved 32 seconds off my run today… pretty excited and i burned 26 more calories …. I almost quit at 3 mins but forced myself to stay till 5, but come 5 mins i was more confident and i knew i could run 7min which would then be a 1km… once i hit 1km i decided to try to do the mile… i did it.. i’m pretty happy with that. Before I ran my mile i did 35mins on two different machines… fun times. 

I have that 5k donkey run coming up in August i’m not sure if i’ll be able to run it but i’m hoping i can do at least 2.5km and then walk the rest… plus this 5k is in mud… :S 

he may have stopped… nope he is screaming bloody murder… apparently this will last for a week or so. 

I made home made pizza today, it was a lot easier than i thought it was going to be.. my dough wasn’t the best, but then again i ran out of white flour so i used multi grain flour which was ok… but i think if i were to do that again i would look up a multi grain flour dough instead of replacing it. 

anyway i’m off. 

Chelsea.