Who Will Watch Over You When I’m Gone?

 I don’t get it! I just don’t get you anymore.

You say you are one of my best friends, and then when you get upset you take your anger out on me. You say that I’ve been gone for far too long when in reality you are the one that disappeared. You tell me all the time how hurt you are and how broken you feel, but never once do you pay any attention to the way I’m feeling. I’m not trying to start any kind of fight with you, I’m trying to show you that I’m the one who has been here through everything. I’m the one that would walk miles in the pouring rain to make sure you were okay if I had to. I’m the one that has picked up every little piece of you every time you needed me to. I’m the one that has helped you through SO MUCH BULLSHIT. Yet you still act like I never talk to you. You know that I would tell you or talk to you about anything as long as you asked me. What is this? What are you trying to pull right now? I already told you everything I could about you in a different post, so why act like I don’t care. ALL I DO IS CARE ABOUT YOU! I’ve tried my hardest over the last three and  a half years to keep you happy, yet you pay little attention. I don’t think you realize how much I’ve really done for you. I would and will do anything for you. You know that. So don’t try and act like we aren’t friends. 

When you get home from your walk, and I’m offline, Just remember who’s always been there every time you’ve needed them.

Just give me the tiniest bit of your attention. Just a little. And take a second to remember who your true friend in this situation is. The girl who has hurt you time and again? Or the one who’s been there every time you’ve been hurt? Just think about it for a second.

I love you. 

I will always love you.

I love you so much, but you know what?

You. Don’t. Care.

~♥Emilie♥~

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