Rant Rant Rant Rant Rant

 My dearest readers,

I was ranting, so I thought I would bring it here….

So I was talking to Axe on facebook, and he asked me what I was thinking about. So, I said "Babies :p" and he just said "That’s strange." So all I said was "Actually, It isn’t strange at all" and brought my rant to someone else…and then made my way here. So here is my rant about babies: 

It just irritates me that thinking about kids is "strange". Actually, It is perfectly normal for a 17 year old girl–or anyone for that matter–To be thinking about babies at any given moment.  I see nothing wrong with it at all. I should be able to think about my future without being judged. It isn’t fair. Why is thinking about a child so "strange"? Actually, I think about it a lot. Because from the time I was little, I’ve always wanted to be a mom one day. Yes, I can wait on that note, and no i won’t be a pregnant teen, but yes, it is on my mind a lot. I would love to be a mom. To have a screaming drooling little ball of love, created by me and someone else. And no, I’m not going to act on that want, but I can think about it all I want. A family. That is what I want out of this life. That is all I’ve ever wanted. I like to think about my child, because I feel like even if I’m not bad off, it would save me. And I know I would learn a lot from him/her. And I know that I could take all of my knowledge and poor it into them, and there is just a lot of emotion linked to this subject. I have a desperate need for a child, Yet I contain it. I don’t want to be a mom yet, but I do want to be a mom. And I don’t understand how for 1 second it is weird or strange to think about this, because I have always thought about this. and further more, I keep having dreams where i’m either pregnant or I have a child, and I love those dreams. They make me happy. I think about this a lot more than some, granted, but it is the one thing that I have always wanted. And also, I’m 17 years old and a female, we ALL think about this at some point in our teenagerdom, and I have always thought about it. And it’s almost constantly on my mind, but again, that is not strange to me.

So could you PLEASE explain to me why or how thinking about babies is strange AT ALL.

-end rant-

I probably went in circles about everything, but I was angry. 

Thank you for listening, Readers.
I love you! 😀

~♥EmieLove♥~