spoiled rotten

So..i know ive been feeling like theres been a lack of attention lately from scott..but, when i think about it, no other boyfriend ive had has given me any more than he does. Maybe im expecting too much. It was just nice in the beginning..it seemed like he always wanted to talk to me, and missed me. He just doesnt really say it anymore…or the cute things he used to. I guess i just got used to hearing it..cause its nice. I remember him after having read one of my OD entries, i wrote it after i just started talking to him. I said something like, it was nice to not have to fight for the attention i want from a boy i like, cause thats usually how it goes. he said that was sad that i felt that way or something like that..and couldnt believe that i ever had to fight for attention…not exact words..but something along those lines. I feel like im fighting for attention a little again. Which is just normal..like i said, usually how it goes. He just spoiled me in the beginning, and i thought thats how it would always be. I suppose its my own fault for having those expectaitions.