slightly perturbed..

im just a little..not mad but.. perturbed i guess lol. idk if this should be a public or private entry, i dont want to be gay and bitch about my bf for the whole world to see..but..i know he does read this.

ohhhh myspace.. so theres a lot of girls who leave him messages, im sure more than half of them want his ass. And i know he has a lot of female friends..which is fine, i don’t care about that. But if he writes back to some of these random girls…. and i dont want this to sound like im a stalker here..and checking up on him..but it makes me curious when girls leave messages like “youre my fav person to talk to…” “hope i made your night better talking til i fall asleep on the phone with you” ummm…uh huh..there was one message he wb to that brought this whole thing out..i mean ive seen all the messages from girls before..but..”i think u might be becoming my fav person to talk to too..i’ll def talk to u later mwah, have a great night hun”-from him.. i told him i just feel like hes hesitant to tell people about me. and i dont like that:( i’ll tell the whole world i have the sweetest bf ever..and as of now hes winning the race for the sweetest bf ive ever had. It just puts ideas in my head..like well what if this..and what if that..i mean these are only the messages that are on his “wall”, what i can see idk whos like emailing him//who hes emailing, stuff no one else sees. I mean, we met through emailing on myspace.. so whos to say he wont go doing the same thing with 80 other girls? im taking it to the extreme here i know..i dont think he would do that..but girls are insecure..thats the bottom line..so when a guy tells a girl to stop being insecure, if shes accusing him of something, it doesnt work like that …sry guys. We have only been dating for a little over a week..so how do i know? I do trust him..and that hes not a myspace whore, but little things like this make me uncomfortable. oh..and ps..his profile still says hes single..grr..im sure hes just forgotten about it..but when theres tons of girls who want your ass leaving u messages..(some of which u reply to…….) i would just like it to be known that you’re taken. im trying not to be the jealous gf here and i could be being totally ridiculous. i hate drama and confrontation and all that shit..but its bothering me:~( im going to stop ranting and raving about this..cause i have to shower and get my ass moving here..but..my bottom line here..is plz dont flirt with other girls..online..or in real life..and please dont keep me a secret. 🙁