mood swing

Im in a bit of a bad mood. I went to wind ensemble today..only to sit there for an hour..and watch them rehearse a piece im not in…..FANTASTIC….waste of my time…i would have been practicing or something if id known i would have been doing NOTHING. that irritates me..

I havent gotten my dose of boy attention in a few days…from…someone..and i need it. It makes me feel better..keeps me going.

Hating my body..yet again. Why cant i just be happy with the way i am..Over the summer, i def lost some weight…and i still didnt think i looked good..but now when i look at pics from the summer..im like omg, i looked good.. why couldnt I see that before?

I really wish i could stay happy for more than like 5 seconds at a time without having a sad/mad/depressed mood swing…this cant be normal……is it?