I’m really bad at this

I’m really bad at this keeping up on my open diary thing..oops…

I haven’t been up to a whole lot..just working, trying to practice, and procrastinating my life.

Things i have to do, but don’t want to start:

Preparing music for grad school auditions

FAFSA for spring

Grad school applications and getting reccomendation letters

Clean out this house and start moving

Prepare for student teaching

I guess thats not an outrageous number of things to do, but I feel like each one of those is just a large task..at least 4 out of 5 of them. I’m procrastinating so badly, and I need to stop, I just can’t find a way to get motivated. It’s like, I feel overloaded so I just don’t want to do any of it…sigh..

when are things supposed to get better?