duck!

yes..duck..cause s***’s about to hit the fan. I feel a slight nervous breakdown coming on. Just because of finals week and stuff. Ive so far kept myself..collected, only cause im in denial about all the stuff that needs to get done. ignorance is bliss right? Im just nervous..that things wont go well..particularly my jury. I don’t think im going to be ready. One piece, ive never rehersed it with my accompanist yet..and the other..im just awful at it. So that leaves me about half of the material that i feel confident with.

I am however going to forget about all that ^^^ this weekend..atleast for a day, cause i have a date:~D im excited..and somewhat confused at the same time, but it a good way. Usually, when i like a boy, i have to fight just to get the attention i want from him, and this time, that doesn’t seem to be the case, so far anyway. Its a nice change, im just not used to it lol..thats sad isnt it?? girls appreciate the little things, and all those little things, require a minimal amount of effort..so i don’t know why guys have to put up such a fight about doing them. And by little things i mean, calling when you say you will..not ditching us.. and if you must cancel plans for some reason, for the love of god..CALL. Even if its for a couple min, or a text or something, we like that, we just like to know you’re thinking about us. ok..enough of this tangent..

I cant really think of anything else to write…maybe more will come later..