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So today is the day before surgery.   I am starting to feel a little nervous now.   We were laying in bed the other night talking, and realized that he would not be in bed for a week or two.   We both got a lil sad about it.   I mean, we often times go to bed different times but we are most always there together at some point!   He knows that the living room will not be great.   We got a recliner chair from his parents house so he’ll be comfy, but there will be a toddler child running about making noise that I do not know how to stop.   I have plans this weekend to take her to a graduation/birthday party Saturday night, maybe a morning parade, and whatever else I can do to give him peace.   I am taking her to school every day to give him some rest as well.  It’ll be a rough time.   But we’ll make it through.

I got some leotards for dance class from a woman on freecycle.   They’re used but with a good wash and a little repair, they’ll be cute.   I have some shoes I plan to buy soon.   It was a blessing.  Money shall be tight for a bit now.   No paycheck today from his work and daycare is due tomorrow, not to mention bills going out here and there.   I have no clue when disability pays.   I will likely have to borrow the money I JUST put back in savings to get by.   I took Kooky to Starbucks yesterday and we chilled and she got an activity bag and cup that I regret now.   Oh well.   We hung out and had fun doing so.  

J’s parents are coming by sooooo early tomorrow, so his dad can take him to the hospital and mom and I can take Kooky to school the normal time.   She’ll freak out a little, I am sure.   He will probably come home tomorrow and I’ll get her as I normally do and we’ll do movie night and be normal.  

I am sure there is other stuff to write, but that is for later…….

 

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June 21, 2007

I hope all goes well! {{hugs}}

June 21, 2007

J is in my prayers. I know that you’ll worry, but try not to make yourself crazy with it, k?

July 21, 2007

thanks for the note…. a family of three i would say, just me and my two boys. The father is nothing. He’s such a d*ckhead.Not much of a father at all. hope the surgery goes/went well….