annoyed so very much

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It started last night, my being annoyed.   I make a horrible caretaker sometimes and get tired of doing everything.   Of course, Kooky picks that night to cause me to be more annoyed, and I was ready to give her away by the end of our evening walk.   Good thing for her she is so cute sometimes.   🙂

My boss really wore down my nerves today as well.   I don’t feel as though she has ever been supportive of any tiome off with this surgery.   Tuesday, J has a doctor appointment.   I offered to take him as it is a far distance and he might have trouble driving the whole time.   The appt is at 10:15, too early to go to work for just over and hour and then drive back home again.   She asked me if I would be coming to work afterwards.   If I was not driving 20 miles each way, maybe it would not be a problem.   I would add another 20 miles by going back to work, coming to a total of 80 miles in one day!   Besides, it is the 3rd and we have the Sun City 4th of July thing that night and it would be great to pick up Kooky early and get her fed and watered and ready without rushing.   Work will not crumble without me.   I just hate the way she guilt trips me like that.   Then, there is the Avon thing that bugs me.   She had asked to smell a certain body lotion, and I brought in a mini for her.   It was gone that day, and she denies taking it.   But my co worker heard her say that she gave her granddaughter a peach lotion for her birthday.   I also offer free gifts with a $40 purchase, and her last one was over $60—which I appreciate.   I swear that I put something in there and I remember what, but she says that she got nothing and rudely I might add.   I am not perfect and I might have messed up.   But I doubt it.   I gave her something else as well.   I don’t mind giving stuff away here and there for no reason at all sometimes.   It’s nice.   But it should be MY choice.   I pay for everything I give away, and this adds up with more than one customer getting the free gifts as well as %’s off.   It is a business I am starting, whether or not some people see it that way.   It is going to take some time and hard work to build it to pure earnings.   So I was fuming today and happy when she left at noon—to go to the movies!!!   SIGHS    I can see where her priorities are.

J is doing better, but bored out of his skull.   We are going to try and attend his brother’s housewarming tomorrow, mainly because his aunt and uncle are travelling to attend themselves.   They haven’t seen us since Christmas, and Kooky has changed a lot!   They have outfits for her that will likely be too small now.   🙁  

Yesterday on the way home from school, Kooky kept telling me "Dance, Mama!"   I would turn up the radio and we would bob our heads to the beat.   I think it is hard to do while driving.   But it was fun and it is good to see her having a healthy interest in music now.   We also saw a lady holding a parrot and that was cool for her.   She was telling me the colours and making a crow sound.   LOL  

I am tired.   Movie night was not relaxing tonight, with her flip flopping all over the place and not letting me relax.   Close to 10, she got up to start playing out here and I just took her to bed.   J took the gate down out of the hallway and we have it in the door to the office now—she has freedom!!!

Thanks for listening.