Personal insecurity

I am anoied at myself, Im insecure i guess its my weakness.

Im a drama student so my abilty to cover this insecurity is like second nature to me.

Im insecure, like im traped in this deformed shell of a body, waiting to escape. But Failing to find a way to.

Beauty is only skin deep at far as most are conserned.

I looked inside and found what i wanted but that was taken by me adding 1+1 to get 3 and presuming things were diffrent.

I need to escape this shell.

I need to run away.

Help myself as i am helpless.

Now i feel slightly better for a page worth of crap.