Youth winds down.

I just saw “Lost in Translation”.You know those times when you’ve had this beautiful day and you know that whole “I am the king” feeling, “We Are Kings”, and you’re on the ride home from the beach an you’re just lying back sitting in your fulfilled ness?That is “Lost in Translation”.Also, after s...

I hate talking to people that don’t know me for me totally on the phone when I’m not in a good mood.Especially when I like this person and the conversation is for shit and I know this as I answer.Uchh, I just hate how I’m so picky.

Right after work I drove as fast as I could to Diana’s, which from where I was was 45 to 50 minutes away, and got there in half an hour flat.I drove away 2 minutes later, to some slower music (by “The Polyphonic Spree”) and didn’t really feel too angry that she wasn’t there, that…

I went to Sarah’s play tonight and saw Arabella there..(I don’t feel like writing how she makes me feel, so I just put a period there to show it all.)(Did you notice it was ITALICIZED?)I teared up to Sarah tonight. (Did I mention I feel so much more comfortable with myself since I started admitti...

So I’m sitting there in the living room, and we’re not saying a word.Then our friend walks in, and his eyes were red.“You okay?”A second later he just start sobbing, and sits down.I go over, put my hand on him, and he says “werova”, I say what, he says “We’re over…!” and pulls me in…

I drove to Lake Lily with Moriah (whom I had a crush on tonight, every now and then I’ll have a crush on her, and she knows this) and we’re very close.Tonight especially.

On my way back from the sneak preview of “Elf” (a nice movie) I stopped by Lake Howell and felt confident.I was wearing a hat and for once felt good about that fact, for myself.I ran into a friend from a while ago that had wanted to hang out this summer (with me James and…

Head on over to Ain't It Cool News (dot com) to see my review of "Elf". (Under the name "So and So.")Someone actually thinks I'm a studio plant. And that ain't cool.

What’s funny is I feel this calming sadness that I really haven’t felt in a long time.The real depression is here.

I am so depressed that, tonight, not even “The Royal Tenenbaums” could get my spirits lifted.What has happened? What the fuck has happened?