Year 2005

I've been looking through an old diary of mine. One entry sticks in my mind "You know what I would do if I was going to kill myself? I'd wait for everyone to be asleep. Then I would go downstairs and swollow every tablet I could find. I don't care what they are. I would…

Day before christmas eve - my grandad received a veteran badge for his services christmas eve - one of my nans brothers in germany is let out of hospital for christmas christmas eve - another of my nans brothers is taken into hospital after a heart attack christmas eve - my cousins baby Kati...

Man I hate this. me and ollie havent spoken to each other for...a week. I see him around debenhams...not to speak to, just over the other side of the store or something. And, my heart flutters. Man, that sounds cheesy but I do get a kind of lurch in my stomach. I don't know whether…

Factor low score high score Gregariousness 82% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold Sociability 66% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting Assertiveness 46% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive Poise 46% uneasy around others socially comfortable Leadership 46% stays in background prefers to ...

Oh, I just had the most amazing double orgasm with the help of my new vibrator. *shivers*  It was so good I had to go and have a smoke afterwards *giggles* anyway.... Today has been...awful. Biology test back...U. But, it's OK because basically everyone in the class got a U...and in the othe...

This has been the most confusing couple of days. I'm struggling. *really* struggling. Before it's always been my head against my heart. My head sends me one way, my heart the other. And that was a struggle. But this time...my heart is in two. I know what I want. I've known for a couple of…

Oh,I'm so confused. I have no clue what to do. I didn't want this to happen. I'm not entirely sure it has...but *sighs*. I just don't know. I wish I could just ramble away about this. I wish I could just type out all my feelings and let them stare back at me from the…

Your Existing Situation Needs peace and quiet. Desires a close and faithful partner from whom to demand special consideration and unquestioning affection. If these requirements are not met, is liable to turn away and withdraw altogether. Your Stress Sources Feels that life has far more to offer a...

Things suck right now. Indeed, they *suck*. One of my close friends rang me in hysterics the night before last beause his stepdad had just beaten up his mum. He had to call the police. 3 policemen wrestled him to the ground. He had to look after his little sister while this was all going…

I wrote you a letter Henry. I'm too scared to send it. Even though I know...because I only have your Norwich address...you wont get it for a long time. But maybe then things will have changed and it wont even be relevant? Or maybe things will be the same and then I'll be embarrassed about…