Thoughts

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I found that I really like The Wall Street Journal. Here's why:1. Lack of the more common sets of bias in newspapers. The Wall Street Journal's bias is not shady and underhanded like other newspapers. It's bottom line is simple; money. It's a paper about business for business. It doesn't care who...

I've been thinking a lot lately about Cho Seung-Hui. I can't help but feel that I understood him the more I saw of him, the more I read about him and the things he did. Where others saw crazy, insane, totally off the wall, I saw something much different. I saw my own past and…

I write tonite not knowing what I want to say. I just know that I have something to say and that it needs to be said.But to whom and why? I don't know who I'm writing to anymore. What am I writing for nowadays, is it still the release it always used to be? I…

I appreciate some music because I can hear God in it. I can hear and feel all the life and the bursting and expansionism that is life itself. In others, you can feel the other side, the culling and the death. Music = God.

The mornings are always the worst. They're the times before the shield is up, before I'm ready and capable of looking outside and dealing with all the problems and all the good things of the day ahead. There's something much too...naked about the morning. There aren't any shields, there is no hid...

(20 Minutes Later)...But it's not as bad once you get moving, get the blood flowing. Nothingness and emptiness aren't that strong over me anymore. They just don't have the pull that they used to. I have more control now. I just need to realize it to be able to use it.

I'm ready for this silent interim to be done with. As much as I used to like breaks, now I dislike them with a passion. I'm far too restless, far too prone to thought and to worry when I have large amounts of time of nothing to do. My old thoughts and ways too, they…

I went outside just a few seconds ago. I decided it was time to go out and feel the world around me, to touch the wind and kiss the life around me. I walked outside with my blanket and I laid done upon my balcony. I was hit pretty hard with sleepiness at first. I…

I'm feeling better already. I decided to take a shower this fine night (morning :P) and I ran a shower and I just laid there and soaked as the tub filled up with water (I plugged it like i was taking a bath). To begin with I was aiming to try and feel the things…