Therapy-ish Stuff

Yes, life sucks big fat siphilis-infected donkey balls right now. Yes, I've been making morose and dejected "status updates" Yes, my profile picture speaks to my state of mind. But I'm ok. Yes, "ok" is a relative term. But still, I'm ok. Or I will be. Or I think I will be. You know what?…

as the week goes on, i am getting worse and worse at trying to cope. i don't know why. i've not been skipping my meds and i've been trying to use skills to help me keep my head above water. but i'm sinking. i spent the weekend at H's. It was wonderful to cuddle Z…

computer is going to cost $150 to fix. And that's NOT including getting rid of the spyware. But i told him to just fix the monitor and install the dvd/cd drive (that i got online for 60, as opposed to the 200 that is the retail price for it. geesh. it's refurbished, but hopefully works)…

Computer's in the shop for a while. Going to scream/cry/throw a fit if it is expensive to fix. Considering calling J. Saw her walking down the street the other day and was knocked a little breathless with sadness. I mean. I spent 5 years emailing her once a day, if not 3 or 4 times…

Just so we're all clear on that. The package is at a facility fortyfuckinfive minutes from my house, and is scheduled as "not due for delivery" until TUESDAY. Even tho I paid extra money for 2-3 day shipping, and it was shipped out Thursday. Apparently Friday is day one, MONDAY is day 2 and Tuesd...

So. The loans that I THOUGHT were in forebearance?? Yeah. Notsomuch. I was made aware of this little nugget'o'joy when I opened my mail today and was greeted by the following, in bold: WE HEREBY DEMAND FULL PAYMENT OF YOUR LOANS. THE LOANS WILL GO INTO DEFAULT ON 11/17/07. TO AVOID SERIOUS LEGAL ...

Well. After about 24 hours of icing my thumb on and off, the swelling hadn't gone down and the pain grew worse-- prolly cuz i was doing stupid stuff like, oh, writing my progress notes for work and stuff. heh. I showed it to the school nurse and her opinion was that it appeared broken.…

Checking up on everyone's blogs and things, today, I decided to follow a link that someone had posted, related to a rape epidemic in the Congo. I couldn't finish the article tho, as I was shaking and too angry by the end of the first page to continue. I don't watch the news. I don't…

So....last nite after I left the art show judging, I was rather giddy and wanted to share my news with...EVERYONE! lol. I called Elisabeth, cuz she's helped me with framing and picking mattes and such, and she appreciates my photography. She was very excited for me. And I called L, who was equall...

at mom's doing some fall clean up stuff... she says you have no heat and can't move and have no money and won't move... what the hell is going on!?! I would appreciate the straight out truth and the reality version. she also said shawn talked to you several times on the phone about money?…