The red hot Mama - Betty

  This is my current prepaid phone, via Virgin Mobile.  Even though the package I have is really cheap and easy (like me), I have been trying to shave costs by switching to a text-only plan.  Those hardly exist anymore, and when they do, it costs more than what I pay...

I'm having issues with paranoia, the last few days.  Not the "they're coming to get me" type.  No, they're not coming to get ME.  They're coming to get my daughter.  There is no factual basis for this paranoia.  I don't know what started it, but it has inva...

Is it unusual that my first reaction to most things is "How would I feel if someone did this to my daughters?"  When I hear about horrible things that some parents say to their children, I cringe, and that hardens my resolve to be the best parent I can possibly be.&n...

Slight problem....it's not my child I'm wanting to deal with! Another slight problem...I'm having to play it off as being in "dad mode", when I'm really a MOTHER, not a FATHER!  Look up my entry called "Biological Junkyard", if you're too confused by this statement. ...

I am so incredibly angry right now. I was talking to Lola earlier, and I referenced something that happened a week or so ago.  I said it happened "about a week or so before she died."  That just felt so WRONG!  Why did Nanny get to live 89 years, just ...

Today, I picked up Alex from school.  On the drive home, which was short, he managed to tell me that he almost had started walking home.  I told him he was very smart not to have done so, because his mother would've whooped his ass up one side and down the other.  He aske...

I have had it! Laurie is in the hospital again.  ICU again.  Drugs again.  They caused renal failure this time.  Severe. The first night, I didn't visit, I was so angry.  The next day, my anger turned to concern, because I found out she was in renal failure...

I just finished talking to Nathaneal, our oldest grandson, on the telephone about twenty minutes ago.  During the call, he gave me his email address.  He was about to give me his home address, too, but I stopped him.  I told him Tante Blanche, his adoptive mother, had her...

We just finished watching "Roseanne" on tv.  It was an episode dedicated to Dan's mother being released from a mental hospital.  She had it in her addled mind she had to kill Dan, and she almost succeeded a few times. Then we noticed that Nanny was outside. All this together h...

This entry may seem a little anti-climactic after the title, but so what?  When Mama and I came home from the paper route this morning, I was greeted by Emma, Laurie's youngest alter (that we know of).  She has grown a little since last time we talked, and it was fun being aro...