the beginning (2005)

I apologize for ending my last entry to abruptly, but my father was starting an argument with me at the time I was writing it. So this is what happened. . . As I was sitting in the bedroom typing my asshole father comes up the stairs to yell at my sister and I. (…

 Merry Christmas &  Happy Holidays To Everyone on OD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope that everyone had a fun filled, safe, happy, joyful holiday weekend. I love you all. Laura

Well I made it through another Christmas. My first Christmas with Geoff. . . and he is such a sweet heart.  Christmas Eve. . . Geoff had to work from 10-6. After getting him to work late since I had a bad morning I finally got into the swing of things. I had to get…

I went to work yesterday. I don't think that I am going to make very much money this week with Christmas being this close. No one wanted to tip me and I only walked away from work with $20. It was horrible. My car is hating me right now I think. . . say hello…

So I left my house last night after all that shit to hang out with Geoff and some other friends. We went to Applebee's and had some drinks. It was nice to just get away. Came home with Geoff around 1am.  He had a couple drinks and had just gotten off of work, so he…

I really hate my father. He ruins everything that I have going. I had to go shopping today for Christmas. . . he knew that. My father, mum, and sister all went out. They left around 5:30. I told them that I had to leave. . . that I had to pick up Geoff at…

~ this is dedicated to my loving caring boyfriend who i made upset the other day without meaning too. I am sorry babe. . . I will be super careful for you and I will see you after work tonight.   With All My Heart   Ever since the first day we met, I couldn't get…

Okay maybe saying school blues is a bit extreme since I only have one day left, but I am trying to do my take home final and it is almost impossible. GGGGGRRRRRRR. . . . . . I had to come here and type for a bit before I lost my mind totally. I know…

Well I knew it was too good to be true. . . I knew that it wouldn't be much longer until my dad started treating me like shit again and picking stupid shit to argue about. I am sorry that I am happy now dad, I am sorry that I am dating someone new that…

Okay. . . so yesterday was my 1 month anniversary with Geoff. I have to say, honetly, that I have not had a better day. . . a better anniversary in I don't even know how long. So this is how the day goes. . . Geoff was over my house til about 3am the…