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[]         -sore breasts -"bumps" on areola -stomach "issues" - ugh -achy (a couple days ago) -fatigued (a couple days ago) to the point of falling right to sleep -felt faint on wednesday night -lower back ache -aversion to food but hungry   *here...

[]         as testing day approaches, i'm trying not to get my hopes up too much. i've done that for the past couple months and i don't want to be disappointed again. but my boobs hurt and i've been extremely tired (to the point of almost passing out), and i felt sick yes...

[]         according to ovulation predictors online, i am ovulating now. since i'm normally on BC, it makes sense that i don't know what it feels like to ovulate. i have felt pukey and headachy and grumpy. i'm going to assume those are my signs. either that or i'm pregnant alr...

[]         with hope, i feel nauseated. that happened last month when i was sick though. but...a girl can hope! we'll get sawyer a shirt with "big brother" or "i'm going to be a big brother" on it to wear for the family when we do get a positive. hopes...

[]         back to the babymaking. i'm hopeful b/c if we conceive this month, baby will come in august. a summer baby is really what we're hoping for. i love summer and am happiest in summer. AND dennis goes away in november so i don't want baby to be too young when…

[]         i feel nauseated. and my pee was cloudy (read that on a ttc site as a good sign) and i have gas headaches and...i dunno... hopeful.

[]         well, after AF packed her bags and left, we had sex every night in hopes of conceiving. dennis is gone for 9 days so we have to hope i ovulate soon (or already did) or after he gets back. i don't want to get into tracking my ovulation unless i…

[]         i don't feel pregnant. *pouts* only a few more days until testing. then we'll know for sure. :)

[]         swing carrier/wrap bamboo (sandy's?) diapers shelf above change table and canvas baskets ($2 at dollar store Petrolia) (manual breast pump)   so. now i'm back to square one. i was sick after all. i have some sort of throat infection. it's clearing up now but i'...

[]         i have been feeling queasy sensitive uterus still feels heavy and like it's tightening gassy (could be the IBS bothering my tummy though) bloated/pants feel tighter...nothing seems to fit today dizzy HOT (haha mom was like "uh oh" b/c i was HOT yesterday. ...