post-war era

jason and i lined up at wal-mart at 11:45pm on friday night, we are dedicated little harry potter fans. both of us were able to finish the book already. jason read it from 12:30 friday night to 2am on saturday night. i woke up this morning with harry potter and the deathly hallows next to…

i've been prepping to write this entry for ages. but everytime i begin, i just quit.maybe because i can't get my thoughts out properly, but mostly because everytime i reread what i just wrote, i feel/seem like a whiny bitch.so lets see, my roomate tracy is gone, hurah. she was so hyper and stress...

I'm just having an awful time with things. This guy from Midland passed away from Ewings Sarcoma this week. Ewings is what my sister had, she's so lucky to be in remission.I found a lump in my breast. I had some tests done last week, but it's complicated. No matter what, I have a tumor.…

i hate everyone

my od+ subscription is about to end. :(it seems like all the bills happen at once. :(

so i finally confronted alexia about everything eating at me. it was a bit of a disaster at first, but everything has more than resolved itself now.i am no longer working at the casino. i guess i just couldn't handle the long hours, working third shift and the smoke. my throat still feels scratch...

I am having a ridiculously hard time with my best friend right now. And I am not sure how to approach it. Everytime we hang out she picks some fight with me. Whether it is politics, religion, or my personal life. Last night she was picking on my opinions regarding affirmative action and my boyfri...

my parents are both psychologists, so as a kid we always got to take mental health days off school. last night jason and i had a spat. it was part me being tired, part pms, part him being the abominable snowjerk. so needless to say, i took a mental health day. for two reasons, i…

i am incredibl;y mad at jason right now. it is a pretty silly fight. but i am upset regardless.so some background...about a year and half ago i had major depression and insomnia. i was put on sleeping medication and told to set up a specific bedtime routine. i've relaxed on a lot of the steps&hel...