Novella:Mis muchos cortes

You ask and I wonder. Deep in thought. Quiet and unassuming. feet tucked in,underneath me. Paper and pen, pen in hand. I write fiercely. Wet watery tears stream down my face. Hot rage chokes me, my throat closes in and I feel like I cant breathe. Evil beast,Sitting on my chest. Laughing...

I know you know me This truth you ignore Like empty lies that comprimise,who you deny inside. Under the clouds as your bare feet sink in the cool green. As your foot digs under, the dark red soil comes to the surface and gets your ivory feet dirty .. I miss you. I would love…

Lemme break this down for you.You seem to think it is ok to lead me on and you assume it is completely ok to behave the way you do.So what is your agenda?Lie,manipulate,hurt me,hurt me because I hurt you?What is it? EIther way. I dont want to play with you.I dont like your games.I don't…

The numbness I can not shake.It crawls over me like poison.Should I cover my wounds and continue on? But after all this time, I think I'm better off this way.So turn off the light my lover, come here and lay me down.So turn off my light, my darlin..Only this darkness needs to envelope me.I promis...

There isnt a happily ever afterThere is no perfect end.There is no silver lining.Just dark clouds aheadThere is no perfect storyTo put a smile on your face.Just another tear,down this mascara smeared faceThere is no empty promise.A glass slipper with a perfect fit.There is no prince charmingJust ...

People do not need to understand why I love you. People do not need to understand it becuase it is just us. It is what we are. Nothing else.I love how my heart feels now. I have two new songs that re mind me of you. Both are by relient K. One is in the…

The first bit are song lyrics. But listen up.Because I won't repeat it again. And I sure as fuck won't stutter. What's the matter with your life? Why you gotta mess with mine?Don't keep sweatin what I do Because I am gonna be just fine. Check it out. If I wanna take a guy home…

I have some problems of late. I just need a place to sort it out and as always this is where I sort it out.Well technically my friendship with Jay is not a problem. IT is because I am friends with him and the trouble we got into that I have problems. SUch as..I need…

I can be anything you like. WHy dont you like me? YOu see I got this funny feeling..That you only want what everyone else says you should want..and right now it happens to not be me. I had a dream that you were in my bed last night. I had a dream that you were…

Just when you think you know what your haunted heart needs it takes a setback to explain it all.I love you. I love you.That is all I know.But here is the deal.I dont know why. I cant explain why I feel this way. Just that I do..and I might always feel this way..as strange as…