My Life Soundtrack

So ages and ages ago I promised to make Shazar a list of songs for a comp CD. I'm posting this list now because if I don't it will constantly be changing. There are 20 songs which should fit on a 70 minute CD. Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you think. Title ~…

drink up baby down mmm are you in or are you out leave your things behind cause it's all going off without you excuse me too busy writing your tragedy these mishaps you bubble wrap when you¹ve no idea what you're like so let go jump in oh well whatcha waiting for it's alright cause…

Do you have the time to listen to me whine About nothing and everything all at once I am one of those melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up…

I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in…

If someone else showed you the way Would you take the wheel and steer? It hurts me that you're not ashamed Of what you're doing here If they jumped off a bridge Would you meet them on the ground? Or would you try and claim That it never made a sound Everyone plays the hand…

Let's get drunk You can drive us to the harbor Wish upon a star but Do you know what stars are? Balls of fire, burning up the black space Falling from the landscape Exploding in the face of God Let's get crazy, Talk about our big plans Places that you're going Places that I haven't…

Let them in, Peter For they are very tired Give them couches where the angels sleep And light those fires Let them wake whole again To brand new dawns Fired by the sun Not war-times bloody guns May their peace be deep Remember where the broken bodies lie God knows how young they were To…

Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad But I did it anyway And now maybe Some would say your life was sad But you lived it anyway And so maybe Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble As you falter to the ground And then someday Your friends they stand beside…

Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why…

6 am day after Christmas I throw some clothes on in The dark The smell of cold Car seat is freezing The world is sleeping and I am numb Up the stairs to her apartment She is balled up on the couch Her mom and dad went down To Charlotte They're not home to find…