My Forever

 Last night there was talk of babies.......in our future, but perhaps the near future. I was in a grumpy mood when I first got home, annoyed, but I got over myself and enjoyed the rest of the evening with my homedude.Im freezing right now.....its so cold in here, my fingers feel like popsicl...

 Today Stephen starts class.  Financially speaking, right now we are royally screwed, but we will figure it out.  Life is good, not much to say. ==The Day You Met==Your mood before seeing him: Anxious, excited, nervousWho introduced you: A OL, each other Where you first saw them: P...

 It is because of this day 6 years ago that I am married.  The events of that day were tragic, but what they lead to were a gift. 6 years ago I was starting out my senior year in high school.......I've probably shared this story before.......I had just signed on with the Army and was&he...

 I didnt go to work yesterday, I wasnt feeling 100% on top of that, I wasnt happy with the way I had left the house.  I didnt even kiss him goodbye or tell him that I loved him.  The night before last was pretty bad.......summary goes like this.....I was irritated, he again walked ...

 Finally, this weekend it actually felt good to be in my new house.  I actually felt excited for a moment and happy to be there.  Unlike before.  Slowly on Friday I started to feel a bit better.  Stephen welcomed me back before the weekend was through.  We had a pret...

 .....have to feel like the shittiest person on earth for something upsetting me?  I feel like Im the biggest bitch, Stephen is miserable and life sucks. I feel like everyone has a negative view of me. The house people.........have made comments to not only Stephen but also my dad about...

I wonder what people really think of me.  I wander what Stephens true thoughts of me are.  I know he loves me......but beyond that......what does he REALLY think of me and the person that I am.  Sadly, I will probably never find out.......he will never have balls enough to tel...

 Last night I walked into my NEW front door and found his little card table set up as a dining room table, candle flames burning.  Waiting for me on the table was the same exact meal we had on our very first date. I love him and he does so much to make sure I…

I'll get back to the wedding story later......Im trying to save it so that pictures can be included.  My bros gf is supposed to come over tonight with some.  I CANT WAIT!!   ~*~ This is Stolen ~*~ You or your man?   1. Who eats more? Depends on what we are eating 2. Who s...

I had such a great time in NY!!!  Doing absolutely nothing!!!  Was awesome.  I slept in till noonish pretty much every day we were there.  It was great.  Im sure Stephen loved it more than I did.  Usually Im up and about and ready to get the day goin..........he want...