MONEY

This morning the SHIT HIT THE FAN!!!!!! I received a letter from the bank that I was behind in my payments. What else is new? Hubby is very upset with me and I don't blame him. I just wish he would sign so I could get a loan and consolidate all my payments into one…

I am so upset with myself. Today I was planning to order my bike and use my US Visa. My hubby deposited money into my checking account. I transferred it to my Visa and then tried to order my bike. I should have waited because the money takes awhile to be transferred etc. But I…

 I just counted the money I saved. Over 400. I am so happy. I know I should apply it to my debt but instead I will use it on my return trip home. It was so easy to save. I should do more of it. Maybe I will at home. Then every month I will…

 So hubby and I packed up what we needed at the trailer and brought everything home. OY! We each made two trips from the car to the condo. Then I had a long nap. After that I started to unpack. What a mess! There is mostly food. Way too much junk. I am giving a…

I read and appreciated all your notes. When you write that all this started fifty years ago you are right BUT I WAS VERY YOUNG, VERY NAIVE AND VERY STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a lot of trouble with communication. I clam up and my hubby is even worse. He DOESN'T TALK!!!!!!!!!! On the other hand I&he...

SO I THOUGHT I WOULD PLAN A BIG CELEBRATION. MY HUBBY EVEN AGREED. THIS MORNING HE IS TELLING ME THAT IT WOULD COST TOO MUCH AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO SPEND THE MONEY!!!!!!!!! I AM SO ANGRY, FRUSTRATED AND UPSET! I WILL JUST DROP IT AS I ALWAYS DO BECAUSE I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE…

MY HUSBAND WOULD NEVER GIVE ME THE MONEY TO PAY OFF MY DEBT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BELIEVE ME IF HE WOULD IT WOULD ALL GO TOWARDS MY DEBT WHICH I AM SO TIRED OF. I AM PAYING OFF AS MUCH AS I CAN EVERY WEEK, EVERY MONTH BUT IT WILL TAKE AWHILE. WHY DID I MAKE SO MUCH DEBT?…

 I am sitting here at the computer but I really have to get busy. I have lots to do this morning. I took out minced meat and some chicken a few days ago. It has to be cooked and since I am going out this afternoon I have to do it this morning. I would…

 My phone and cell phone ring off the hook. It is all my bill collectors. I have turned my cell phone off! Sometimes I answer and explain to them that I am doing my best. I can't do better than I am. I am doing my best to pay bills both weekly and monthly. I…

 I just spoke to someone from one of my Visas. She was very patient and explained what she thought I should do. I am not exactly sure I will do it but I wrote it all out so it is very clear to me. I will think about it before I do anything. I realize…