Mentions Mick butwhocares

 I love him. I love him so much! But why can't he not love me just as much?? Why? And I hate pretending that nothing goes on inside me, when he's around. I hate having to tell myself that I do not want to throw my arms about him. But I have to do that…

 My logic says I don't want him. But my heart says I do. Today logic is ruling. I just have to think of the way he subtly flirts with other girls and logic rules STRAIGHTAWAY. He is such a cunning little bastard! I get his ways now: first, he's friendly; finds out where they live;…

What the hell makes me think that he'll call tonight??  He's got no reason to call. Especially as I clearly stated, "See y-" 30 seconds later OH MY GOSH !!! I heard somebody knocking on my window! I looked up and it was HIM, IT WAS HIM !! My daydream has come true!!! OH MY…

 Tonight is exactly a week since that beautiful night and I have not stopped thinking about him. So I've fallen. Though I'm NOT to show it. I loved his total silencein reaction to, once we'd gotten MOJ outa the way, "Well, that's all I was calling for, really." SILENCE. "Yeah,...

My mind keeps racing, daydreaming, fantasizing. Remembering... Michael B. I cannot stop thinking about him. I think I feel like I'm in love with him, even though I know I'm not. Memories of everything we did those few moments that we shared flood my mind and there is no boat to escape on. An...

Mick stayed last night. After our wonderful Housewarming Party. He mentioned the email. I'm glad he did. He says that he was stuck on what I meant by COMPROMISe... and he had to read it over and over again. I knew it would confuse him. As it always does to those who are afraid of 'relationsh...

To: Michael.B@jcu.edu.au Subject: ? Dear Mick, I have not had a chance to actually TALK to you, and like, I've seen you almost every day this week! It's crazy! So here I am emailing... and emails are so impersonal. But anyway, yeah I was wondering if you were still wanting to go in...

  4779 7869 [a phone number] Today was a most EXHAUSTING day !! I am tired, hungry and I've got a headache. Other than that, I think I'm in love. I've thought of Mick almost all day. I meant to go visit him today, to tell him about Triple J's Unearthed website and Sea FM,…

 Okay, I really like him. He's so positive, full of drive, full of dreams. He's so smart, always knows what he's doing. He listens. He's a FRIEND. He's weird and funky. I love hanging out with him. I love his sense of humour. His name's Mick. He called this afternoon. I was very happy to&hel...

I met up with Mick'n'Trev today. And Will. I should not forget Will :) There was a LOT of eye-contact with Mick today. More intense I dare say, than what it was like on Friday. A lot of it was on his part too. We look into each others' eyes for the longest time. Until I eventually ...