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I NEED TO BE GRATEFUL AND MEAN IT. JUST TYPING THE WORDS MEANS LITTLE! ONE DAY I WILL REGRET HOW UNGRATEFUL I WAS. ALTHOUGH I STILL KNOW THAT I AM VERY HAPPY ALONE. IS IT BECAUSE I KNOW MY HUBBY COMES HOME AT THE END OF THE DAY? WOULD I FEEL THE SAME IF I…

 Today I've been thinking that I better be grateful that my hubby stays with me. I know that I am not a bed of roses. He has to put up with a lot.......my spending and my moods.  I always just think of my side. Today I was thinking of him. I am lucky that he…

I guess whining and complaining are what I do best. I also decided that I am a miserable, unhappy person and I like it this way. I am use to it. On the other hand I feel very abandoned and neglected by my hubby who has taken up golf with a passion. He is golfing four…

ALWAYS QUESTIONING Public  6 hours ago   I AM NEVER SURE WHAT I/WE SHOULD DO BE DOING. I always look around and watch what others do. Most of the times it makes me unhappy. I wonder why I can't do it. I always think people are living "better" lives than I am. Why can't I…

 I am just no good!!!! What I mean is that I am not GRATEFUL for what I have. Sometimes like now I feel like crawling out of my skin. I was talking to my daughter last night and all I could think of is how depressed I get when I can't spend money. I know it…

 Tonight I have been thinking - maybe too much. I am wondering if I should give up on my knitting and crocheting. I am having so much trouble. I think maybe just maybe it isn't for me. I am not a person for details as much as I would like to be. I finally finished…

 I am cleaning up and rearranging my junk!!!!!! I have company coming for supper on Friday. My children, my DIL's parents and a niece. Also I have been working in the kitchen. Last night I asked my husband if he minds my computer and other junk in the kitchen. I knew it! He does. So…

I am not sure if some of this entry ,ay be repetitive. I just don't feel like going back to reread my entries. SORRY!!!! I just finishecd cleaning my hearing aids. So far so good! I think I hear much better. At a restaurant though it is very noisy. I understand now why a lot…

I am feeling very sorry for myself! My husband is going to play golf tomorrow and again on Wednesday. of course I tell him it's aright for him to go. I don't want to be one of those wives who don't want their husbands to do anything without them. The problem is I'm not driving…

I am feeling very sorry for myself! My husband is going to play golf tomorrow and again on Wednesday. of course I tell him it's aright for him to go. I don't want to be one of those wives who don't want their husbands to do anything without them. The problem is I'm not driving…