Looking Back

I was in the early 70s, grew up in the 80's and started being an adult in the 90's.  I look back at the 80's and feel that was the best decade ever.  At work or in the car I listen to music that I grew up with and think "God those were the best…

I keep a picture in my office of the two of us when we were younger.  Most people  look at it and comment how we have look so young.  You we must have always been on the go.   When I look at this picture it is not what I see.  I keep it to remind…

I know we didn’t get a long when I was younger.  I had so much resentment for so many reasons.  You never really knew how to be a partent let a long a step father.  There was a lot of mean hateful things that was said to me that I have carried my whole life.…

No one will ever know how much you truly meant to me.  At times I don't even realize it.  You came into my life when I needed you the most and didn't even know it.  I was trying to hold on to someone that didn't wanted to be held on to but couldn't see that. …

I never thought I would have regret in my life.   When I was younger, and oh so wise, I knew I was going to live my life without regret.  Strangely as life happened, I became older and wiser.  I know now that I have tons of regret and remorse that will bubble up during the…