Livin in the 'Burgh

Now he's being childish about this whole thing. I just want to leave and be done with him! He's accusing me of taking all his stuff. I'm not leaving him with any less than he had when I came here. He says that's not fair because we "discussed" what each of us was going to…

Well, it's over. And I'm running away with my tail between my legs. Well, not really I guess. Things just changed. I don't really know when they changed. I mean, he puts on a good show; hides his emotions well. He told me last Saturday that his feelings for me have changed. And this time…

You had better stop snooping in here cause you're not going to find anything out! Lying, cheating bastard.

i don't know why i even write in here at all. it's not like anyone reads my entries. *sigh*well, things with him got better for a while. a very short while. then, 2 nights ago he tells me he's not sure if he loves me or wants me around anymore. this really sucks. i love…

i thought we has an understanding a few days ago. but it's back to wheew we were. i spent the night at a friend's house, and when i came back we talked. but it didn't get better. he's mad because i don't make as much money as he does. well, i'm not supposed to! i'm…

i don't know what's happening in my relationship. i've been working really hard at work and i'm really tired every night. he doesn't seem to understand this. he wants to go out and do things and spend money like crazy. but he soesn't seem to understand that we don't have the money to do all…

I hate to hear of anyone thinking about, attempting, or committing suicide. It breaks my heart....Thinking about suicide? Think about this! You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out.Fine--but before you kill yourself consider these facts:Suicide is not usually successfu...

today i have to get ahold of a girl i work with. her boyfriend shot himself saturday night in an apparent suicide. he's going to be okay, but i don't think she is. this poor girl has had nothing but bad luck since i've known her. her mother has health problems, she has back problems,…

i say sorry like anybody even reads my diary. sure! no one cares... oh well. we got a kitten! he's black and white and my fiance named him garcia. he's a sweetie. it's really hot in my apartment right now. i'm sweating just sitting here. i had an eventful day at work today. we got…

my life is boring. i guess that's why i hardly ever write in my diary. the last week has consisted of: working, sleeping, and visiting animal shelters. my fiance wants a kitten. we already have a cat and he thinks she is bored by herself. she's fine! so anyways, sunday, monday, and tuesday we wen...