Letters To Serena

To Serena: Fuck transparency.  It has done nothing for me. I don’t know why things had to end the way they did, but this was one of those situations that was out of my control and always was from the very beginning.  I suppose I’m more focused on the “how” things ended, rather than the…

[embed]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcYy-O6uFaI[/embed] My Dearest Serena, I don’t know how 2023 would have turned out for me had it not been for you.  You came into my world nearly one year ago and within a matter of months, you changed everything for me and the life that I once knew.  Change...

Dearest Serena, Though today is supposed to be the one day of the year when we’re supposed to give thanks for what we have, I know that I ought to give this thanks to you each and every day because not a day should go by when I don’t thank you and show you my…

My dearest Serena, Without realizing it, the spark between us has grown into a conflagration, a fire that continues to burn wildly, but strongly.  I know that we didn’t plan it this way, but now look where we have ended up in such a short period.  When I think of you, there is a certain…

I genuinely want to thank you for an excellent work week, even though we only spent two days together out of a possible five.  I know that it’s been a struggle, at least for me, because you are still in training and it seems that we have to take that extra bit of effort to…

I had no idea that you had a picture of me on your phone.  Now that I think of it, I want to say that you were clamoring for us to take that picture that day.  At the time, I had no idea as to why you were that interested, that motivated, to have that…

[embed]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8K6Dz7H0Mt8[/embed] On your recommendation, I decided to listen to the song you suggested.  Yes, I would not only agree with the words, but I would be in strong agreement that I could very well say these very words to you.  There is a certain chaos that you b...

Do you like the way I look at you, even without you ever noticing?  You might not know that I’m doing it, but know that I am.  I love the way you look.  I know you might not believe it, but I truly love the way your face looks and how you make these cute…

Heartfelt emotions Always running through my mind Just can’t let her go   Thinking constantly About how special she is Beautiful and bright   Natural beauty Shining through like morning sun She brightens my day   Such a spectacle Makes me cherish gift of sight Her heartwarming smil...

I may never know your motivation or what drew you to me earlier in the year.  Even though we’ve spoken about how you made, what I have come to regard, as a series of calculated moves when Jackie left, I am still somewhat disappointed in myself for not “seeing” you so much sooner.  Granted, I…