Just Thoughts

I found myself this weekend not wanting to get out of bed.  I wasn't tired or sick.  Just wanted to stay under the covers until the day passed me by.  My mind tells me I have no reason to be depressed.  I just got back from a trip of a lifetime with my mother for…

I feel like today I might have a breaking point.  It almost feels like I am going to have a breakdown of some sort.  It feels like everything is caving in on me.  I am at a crossroad and I don't know what aspect is at the fork.  Maybe a few parts of my life…

As I sit here this morning looking in the mirror I see the girl I use to be reflecting back at me. She is looking at me trying to remind me of what I wanted to be. Staring back at her I see who I did become and miss who I use to be.  …

I seem to find myself laying awake at night letting life drift into my mind.  You know the should of, could of, why nots and didn't does thoughts.  The ones that make you stomach turn because you know it was your fault or it will become a major issue.  I use to not have those. …