Journal Entries

So I decided to pay to keep this. Now though how much will I actually write is the question. I don't know if I ever said back in the Beginning about thisisbyus.com, a site that I Frequented a lot years ago. Heck there are a few people from there that I'm still friends with on…

I truly am Boring, yet right now I am sitting here and typing away while listening to music. Wondering just what it is that my demon are doing. They have been silent for so long and the longer it goes the more I wonder if they have left me altogether. The thing is that seems…

Letters across a page, flowing from my fingers in a never ending stream of consciousness. As time goes by they never leave me alone, I used to call them My Demons. Always Howling deep withing looking for any weakness to latch onto. I would pour forth any and all pain be it real of imaginary…

I woke up again. So That makes it a good day right? As they say nowhere to go but down after that. The thing is today was not really all that bad. No days really are anymore they all just bleed together anymore. I have been basically doing nothing lately besides work and home. I've…

Well I was hoping that I would write more but yeah didn't happen. Words just are not flowing like they used to I guess. When I was in my early 20's it was easy to just sit and write. Pour out all of the things that were in my head. Talk about all my demons…

Last weekend before Xmas and two 4 day work weeks. I am amazed that this strange crap fest of a year is almost over. For the longest time it seemed as if it would never end yet here it is. Bright spot though is my younger son finally has a Job after almost 2 years…

As the Title suggests I didn't do any writing this morning. Instead I stayed in bed a bit longer because well we had our windows open and it was cold. I was still able to get up and walk the Dog, take care of the cats and do all the other morning routines, I just…

Well, not sure if this is something that is sustainable, but it is a new day and I am up early enough to get in some writing even if it is just nonsense. I've done morning pages before and I know that they say 750 words ETC. The thing is I think that I have…

So I will think about starting tomorrow morning with more Journal Content. I am not sure if I will ever get to deep into who I am or any of that. Mainly because I have done it all before and after a while even I get tired of it. I have been in Therapy, talked…

So I am a Livejournal, Myspace, Thisisby.us and of course Facebook Reject. Even if I still have FB. I actually still have Tumblr, and Instagram as well. Even if I never go on them as well as other Sites that I have most likely forgotten about. I am going to see if I can keep…