Histories of Timmy.

Today I feel on the cusp of something, but I don't know what. A year ago, it was the end to another semester and I was dreading summer. Two years ago, I was mildly infatuated with a female that I was acquainted with. Three years ago, I was a workaholic at Panera. Four years ago,…

As I stated in the previous entry, I have no reason to sleep. I could sleep. I really could, couldn't I? But, nah. I feel like there's more my mind wants to dump. So I will pretend I'm just talking to myself. Like I'm pacing in my room. I did that a lot this afternoon/evening,…

I talked to Skunkie more after that. She remarked that it was odd talking to me while Miami was around. Because Miami had met me, and otherwise knew me first. By now, Miami had given up on being an Online Baron. She wasn't online that much, and when she was, she was hard to talk…

At the end of October, I got the flu. Being completely void of energy, I skipped a number of classes. I didn't and couldn't make them up. That's college for you. I never recovered from my lapse of academicness.Since my return to the dorm, I wrote a lot. Well, not a LOT. But, I wrote…

As I said, being with Hairbrush was different. Everything we did, it felt right. I have no regrets. I've never felt so comfortable with anyone, physically. We did not have sex, I have no interest in it. I will have sex when I'm emotionally and financially ready. And when we got out of bed, Saturd...

I haven't even mentioned lunch, yet. Freshman Year, I actually sat alone, for a time. It didn't bother me the slightest. Okay, so maybe it did. Eventually, I joined a table with Sweaty Stallion, and two rather annoying characters. There was this guy in that lunch period that... Okay, he was FLAMI...

When I got home, the question Kevin had put to me still lingered. I wrote in my journal, "I am Tim. I am a trekkie. I am atheist. I like Jesse Ventura." And.. that was that. At least for the moment, my identity crisis was solved.There was a social event the next day, a picnic.…

I wanted Angel back. Of course, anything involving me and Angel dating more would have involved some sort of communication. Fat chance. That Friday, Uncle Jim was getting married. (He had divorced Dorrie two or so years earlier.) I was the cameraman. By the end of the night, I felt sick. There wa...

I remember people looking at my feet as I danced. I have this knack for being able to just feel the music. I danced. Princess's boyfriend, did not. I don't mean he didn't know how to dance. I mean, he REFUSED to dance. This, combined with some things that weren't apparent on the surprise, complet...

I also remember the day I met Kivudet. It was during a fire drill. Beats me what we said to each other. I just know that any guy who has hair is a friend of mine. I mean, we already have something in common!I was resistant to join these "boys". They struck me as immature.…